Sunday, May 30, 2010

Senseless.

Its been a while since i blogged.
Find it hard to squeeze words and sentence
out of ma rusted brain for a new post
Gosh.Nvm,im a crapper!LOL
Whenever im in a relationship,
i find it hard to differentiate
what is right and what is wrong,
i find it equally hard to evaluate
whether the action or decision made by me
is a mistake or a right one.
It seems like being in love make u blind
and things that u do doesnt really have
to mean something,or it can be totally
crap but u feel happy doing it.
Omg,isnt tat awful...
i dont really know what im tryin to express,
but i just want to tell myself,
u've been changing hell lot,
whats wrong with u?

Sunday, May 23, 2010

R.I.P

A friend of mine passed away in the early morning
due to car accident.
I was shocked when i received the
bad news from my peeps.
Well, AGAIN it was because of car accident.
A sincere advice to evryone out there,
Drive safely,never try to drive
after consumption of alcohol,
Never drive whenever u are not conscious enough,
NEVER EVER SPEED especially night time.
Do appreciate your life for god sake and your loved one.
I am sorry for the lost of this friend,
May him rest in peace.
Do you realise how vulnerable
and unpredictable life could be?
Lastly, all i can say is enjoy the time you have
and make sure you live without regrets.

Friday, May 21, 2010

Doubts,

Somtimes,i just dont understand
why i get doubted by peoples around me easily.
Words easily come out from my mouth,u dont hav to
trust it fully.If u dont really know what kind of personality
im owning,and dont really know whats playin on my mind,
in other words, u dont really know me yet,
never judge and make predictions on your own
on whatever im doing.
I just feel uneasy when people
make all kind of presumptions and
tend to know me very well based on my so called past.
People(me,one of them) find excuses and reason to explain themself
to protect their privacy,
Never judge things and conclude it
by only looking at its surface.
U never know wtf is going on inside
unless u are the party concerned.
For example, judging my period of relationship.
From my past,
i had a few relationships which i admit were short.
I dont owe anyone explaination why they never works.
In fact,i dont have the duty to do so.
Im not the ONLY one who are responsible
to my past failed relationship
Relationship is a mess,
people who are currently having it now and go smooth with it,
appreciate it and go ahead but dont ever expect
others to have it as yours.
Some people including me,
we met people and indulged in love before,
we fell deeply and get hurt before,
we made the choice to end when we cant take it anymore,
we learn to let go and move on from the past.
After all the dramas, we finally got tired from it,
we finally learn to face evrythin with a cold heart,
we take evrything realisticly.
So,u dont have the right to blame
us for not getting ourself a good partner and
go on with them happily ever after,
u cant blame us for being single just because
u have a bf and u are happy with it.
Not evryone are so lucky to meet someone who is
suitable to take as soul mate and create the word forever.
Different people have different perceptions.
I cant predict what might happen in the future,
and so i cant prove anythin to guys who doubt me,
well,who cares,
im happy with what im having now and im certainly blessed.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Pyramid by Iyaz ft Charize

Freaking love this song ...
Wonder where the female singer come from.
Dont know much about her but she is awesome.
This song is currently playing by my music box
once u click into my blog.
Heres the lyric.Its abit lengthy but worth ur attention.
enjoy.=)

Shawty's love is like a pyramid (ooh)
We stand together till the very end (eh ooh)
There'll never be another love for sure (ooh)
Iyaz and Charice let we go

Stones, heavy like the love you've shown (shown)
Solid as the ground we've known (known)
And I just wanna carry on
We took it from the bottom up (no no no)
And even in a desert storm (yeah)
Sturdy as a rock we hold (oh)
Wishing every moment froze
Now I just wanna let you know
Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top (at the top baby), like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh (oooh)

Cold (cold), never ever when you're close (close)
We will never let it fold (fold)
A story that was never told
Something like a mystery (yoh! )
And every step we took we've grown
Look how fast the time has flown
A journey to a place unknown
We're going down in history
Earthquakes can't shake us (oh)
Cyclones can't break us (oh)
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock (hey! )
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, (at the top baby) like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing (wind is blowing)
We'll never fall just keep it going (keep it going)
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid (eh oh)

Like a pyramid girl let me show you
That I love you so much
That we gonna get through (oh oh)
Even when there's storms
I will never go, Ima be the one to keep you safe (hey)
Before was our love back it up more than enough
Holding on to one another be the cover when it's rough (oh oh)
Mother nature (hey) or disaster won't stop at happy ever after

Pyramid, keep it going (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)
Oh oh ooooh (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock (solid rock)
It feels just like it's heaven's touch (oooh)
Together at the top (at the top baby, at the top girl), like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going (keep it going)
Forever we will stay (Charice), like a pyramid (what what)

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top (at the top baby, at the top girl), like a pyramid (pyramid)
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep it going
Forever we will stay (ooh), like a pyramid

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh

Monday, May 17, 2010

Final..=X

Am having my final exam for this semester
for my management course this wednesday.
I have dropped two out of four subjects
because i had done my course transfer to foundation in law.
Haha..i have left with two subjects which were English and Computer application.
OMG.english am okay with it,
but i never attend computer lecture class..@.@
i wonder how am i goin to sit for the exam on this
coming saturday..luckily my coursework mark
posseses 40 out of 100 percent.so,chilll larrr..hehe
We are currently having study week since last week.
Study week = holiday.LOL.
Well, basically this is how we define Study week right?haha
My life is so freaking bored as i dont have any
so call study mood.I wake up,eat,slp,online,wake up,eat,slp,online.
SAME SHIT evyday..
OMG.cant deny it is kinda lifeless thou..
Me and my Coursemates unlike students that are goin to face final
as we are havin fun more often compare to normal study days.wtf.
we have this excuse as releasing stress although i dun really feel any.LOL
We went strolling around the beach,loitering in the mall,spend our time
in the cafe talking craps,eat nice food at melaka town,visited my fren house
at Seremban,and also hitting the club without ME.LOL.AWM quit club
until she has the permission to do so.=X
Here are some pictures @ Beach Kampung Hailam Melaka.





Sunday, May 16, 2010

Her birthday.=)

I have been laming in front of my lappie for hours
without getting any idea what to blog about.
My blog is soooo freaking dead because its owner brain
is reluctant to function.
Okay.cut the craps.
Happy birthday to my beloved bestie, Eefuan.
So, becoz she wouldn want her 19th birthday to be celebrated
in Nilai the great, she came over to my place.
I hope she enjoyed herself here.
We managed to hang out at quite some places
because of my fren,Zeon.thanks alot to her.
Well, let the pic do the talking shall we.=)







I brought Ef to eat the very delicious satay celup but
she ONLY ate few sticks.what a waste.
After that, we went to Jonker street
to walk around and for the sake of cendol.
but then, guess what,the siao po order Ai Yu Bing.
i felt like slapping her.LOL.
she tasted the significant cendol but doesnt seem to like it.==
The next day, we get to eat the very famous again chicken rice ball
and then headed to Dataran pahlawan to do some shopping.
I think the only thing EF enjoyed was shopping.wtf.
She totally enjoyed her day after the shopping session
and then struggled like mad for her presentation.
Awww..poor little girl. I was slping soundly
while she was cracking her head until 5am!
Tats all for Ef weekend.I got Zeon to send her to Melaka sentral and thanks again
to our beloved driver.=)

P/S : Dear EF, i appreciate the willpower of urs traveling so hecticly from Nilai to Melaka just to be with me.HAHA.i noe u miss me alot.Well,thanks for being my fren all these time and stand by me all the time even im on the wrong track.And thanks a zillion time for your tolerance towards my attitude and behaviour which others will never understand.u always know me well.so i hate it.haha!
You are 19 now,stay mature as u always did,
and stay pretty as well.
Nevertheless, stay brilliant and smart enough to survive .XOXO

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Message for both of YOU.

To : Mr.A and Miss H,

I hope this will be the last time ur name appear in my blog
because u guys really annoyed me in many ways!

First,
dont act and talk as if i am really talking about her,

Second
dont simply call ppl a B*itch because u seriously offended me.

Third,
dont act as if u know me well and want me to admit
things that i didnt commit.

Fourth,
dont even fucking said that im naive just becoz i judge people
because evryone do judge.ask urself,
are u really that angelic that u are fair and square to evryone
and NEVER judge?most of the people are judgemental,
if you find that my act is childish just because i judge.
i dont know what else to say.

Fifth,
dont EVER fucking read ppl's blog with offensive post
because u wil eventually think that it is talking about you
and u will get mad like a retard scolding ppl MORON in ur blog
and mislead evryone that support you.
u are the one childish isnt it?

Last!
WALAO EH. do you think that you are playing an important role in my life?
Do you think i really care about how u blog and the way u entertain others meh?
Is there anything to do with me??
Dont make me laugh la wei.you think u so big influence meh?
english sucks none of my business larr.not to mention about your
physical appearance becoz it is harsh to do so.
so, what makes you think you are soooo
important that i am sooo interested in ur life and
wish to interrupt it.think about it la.

So, guys, am i disgracing myself?NO.
from the moment i decided to write that post, i know the consequences.
And i certainly know it is offensive,but,what to do with both of you?
"I think you got some attitude problems , in my opinion I mean."
Attitude problem?i think u are the one having it.

"Let's come a deal,if I had been hokey then ur new post can clarify that you are not mentioning me at all and point out the girl's name.Then I will apologize to you sincerely that I was misunderstood."
Pls lor, do you critisize people in their face and point out straightly whats her name?
U are not brainless right?you dont hav the authority to ask me to do so.
have you ever think that u are seriously overreacting?
Neither i nor you hav the need to explain to each other who are we blogging about.
Who is the one acting immature now?
U are the one being so thick face and admit u are the one im talking about.
u are the one being so rude scolding me MORON and BITCH.
u are the one bringing all those fights by linking my blog in urs.
u are the one who are acting like a psycho bitch and innocence at the same time.
u are the one who are having really serious attitude problem.
AND I AWM FUCKING ADMIT THAT I AM A MEAN AND STRAIGHTFORWARD PERSON
AND I DO JUDGE.SO WHAT???????????????
u guys are like insane people following the crowd spamming my chatbox.
Well, i just can say that, i am not a coward lor.
at least i am daring enough to show out my chatbox to face and also accept
ppl comment about me.why dont both of you reopen your
CLOSED chatbox see what will happen.
OKAY.thats abit out of topic.
Anyway, i had stated clearly my points up there,
and plssssss fucking read before you comment in my blog readers.
love me stay, hate me, shoooooo.=)
enjoy ur day peeps.
its Mother's day .=)

P/S : Just consulted one of my best friend kevan about my act.
He gave me advice that i am wrong in some way that i had criticised people
in a improper manner.Well, i sincerely accept what he was tryin to tell me
and i am willing to apologize to ppl who felt offended
after reading my post.*SORRY GUYS!*
but i am just shouting out my inner thoughts.Dun wronged me,
i am not apologizing to both of you.U guys stil sucks.
Opps.peace.=)

Friday, May 7, 2010

Mesage for you guys.

HEY GUYS!
Yea i mean u guys who are filling my chatbox like nobody business.
I didnt even mention who am i talking about,
and u guys are linking it to her.(u know who am i talkin about)
so, it that suppose to be my fault?
or is it u guys are probably having the same thought as mine?
And wats wrong for me to pick others grammar although mine is not perfect.
I mean there is nothing to do with you guys right?
i say whatever i want, like i had said,
u dun like it,dun read it.i didnt force you to click on it!
I sincerely accept your advice and I promised
i will fucking correct my grammar and improve on my writing.
I already stated that the post is obviously offensive,
and im so sorry if it offended YOU in some way.
I didnt look down on anyone,and i know it is so
rude and impolite to criticise people,
but i am just sharing my inner thoughts with u guys,
and if u dont really agree with it,
too bad.there is nth i can do!
If i am here to critisize anyone i WANT
this certainly hav nth to do with u guys.
FOR PPL LIKE DONT SHOO ME, i do accept ur advice on my
maybe poor grammar and some typo.I will fix it.thanks anyway
for paying attention to evry single words im typing.i appreciate it.=)
Im glad that you enjoyed my post.
So keep on reading and be my loyal reader.
One more thing, i do hav a life
and it defnitely going to be better than yours!
P/S : the word hilarious was something spontaneous that came up on my mind,
u want to take it as ahem, her, well.i cant do anything about it.
U guys(him and her) just made me laugh like shit.OMG.
did i even mention a single word about ahem, her?
Well.pretty impressive thou, correcting evry mistake and typo i did,
im sorry i cant do this for you coz
im afraid that the space in my blog is so limited.
Peace.......

Monday, May 3, 2010

My sunday.

Early in the morning,
i woke up and went to Kbca.
Met my long lost friend, Qing sheng.
too bad ying cant come due to her exam which
was weirdly scheduled on sunday morning.weird right.XD
And then fetched eekeat for breakfast at Pandamaran.woots.
Ate the desire-very-long-liaw de 'fried banana' ( goreng pisang )
Have never tasted since my grandpa moved out from
pandamaran.yummm..=)
After that, my cousin sis ajak me pergi piramid.
@.@..was dragged along unwillingly.freaking tired..
She was happily doing shopping for her wardrobe
meanwhile i was busyin with my cam.
I sat inside the fitting room and camwhored while she
was changing.haha.
Ignore the pic if u find it annoying!












Personally, i tink the last pic is the most sohai pic.haha
After the very-tiring shoppin spree where most of the time
i was just watchin coz im on a saving plan
and i didnt spend a penny(very proud of myself),
my cousin sis treat me korean food, the one
liching introduced me.
My cousin sis has a bird size stomache
so i got to finish most of the food and
made me full like *puking*.sorry to say tat.==

















The kimchi happened to be the tastiest i had ever tasted before!
And the kimchi soup is the best lar!Yummyyy.
For the sek tou fan , i dont feel like eating it
when it was stirred and evrythin mixed up.==
tats it.

Stay tuned for the next post.=)