Tuesday, December 18, 2012

2012

其实标题跟内容没什么关联,
只是很懒惰想就随便啦。
明天有考试,我还睡不着,
晚上不睡觉,早上不起床
很典型的学生生活。。至少
晚上我都呆在家没有出去夜蒲。
因为最近爱上了vampire diaries
又回到宅在房间看续集的日子
只是晚上会一直乱乱做乱七八糟吸血鬼的梦。
糟糕。。下雨了。。我不喜欢晚上下雨,
因为我会睡不着。。没有原因,真的睡不着。。
最近心情很复杂,我知道原因在哪里,
只是不懂怎样解决。
很多东西明明知道还要装不知道,
你知道那是什么样的感觉吗?
知不知道那种如果你不讨好就会失去的那种感觉吗?
可是,我不想要为了要赢得一个人的心或要留着一个人
而去讨好他,做他想要你做的事,就好像vivi讲的,
把对方当作陶瓷酱搓成你要的形状,
只因为,你是一个选择。
我不想要因为对方喜欢怎样的人,你就要变成一个怎样的人
因为他本来就应该喜欢这样的你。
我什么都不想知道,
我只是告诉自己适当的时候就应该做应该的事。
Christmas is coming :)
not to mention about how much i love xmas and how much it meant to me,
actually wish for something special for this xmas but i guess
it's off my wishlist ..
It seems like even im babbling about how much i wanted xmas to come
but i don't think it feels the same deep down inside.
Why ? :(








Sunday, December 16, 2012

Happy Ending ? No ?

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known



I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale,
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down,
Now it's too late for you and your white horse to come around

Maybe I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didn't know to be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale,
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down,
Now it's too late for you and your white horse to come around

And there you are on your knees,
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale,
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rear view mirror disappearing now
And it's too late for you and your white horse
Now it's too late for you and your white horse to catch me now


P/S : It just simply sang out my feelings when i came across the lyric.
        And yes, the mv broke my heart .. :/
        I am tired and i just wanna run away