Monday, January 21, 2013


When minutes become hours
When days become years
And I dont know where you are
Color seems so dull without you
Have we lost our minds
What have we done
But it all doesnt seem to matter anymore

When you kissed me on that street I kissed you back
You held me in your arms I held you in mine
You picked me up to lay me down
When I look into your eyes
I can hear you cry for a little bit more of you and I
Im drenched in your love
Im no longer able to hold it back

p/s : i feel pathetic enough..
fuck this feeling

Monday, January 14, 2013

New Year

They said you lose the game when you are serious
and yes, i think i lost it .
It's a new year ahead,
i have not come up with any new year resolution
because i knew things planned ahead
never works for me ..
Christmas and new year eve had been out of my expectation,
Well they always say expectation is the cause of dissapointment.
What more can i say?
After these incidents, no matter how hard i've tried to convince myself
to move on, the faith slowly fades with it.
How long can i stay? 1 month? 3 months ? a year?
fuck giving someone time, because you will
end up fucking your own life.
Its like a time bomb, it explode every time you feel insecure.
And eventually you will feel tired, no matter how long you had hold on to,
thoughts of giving up came by and there goes all the precious moments.
i wish i had the courage to make the decision
but not let someone else decide where i should be .