Monday, January 6, 2014

2014

2013 has come to an end. i have no idea what i have done in this year,
as in anything spectacular? NO i supposed.
it ended up pretty bad, first day of new year started off with 
an unpleasant mood, sometimes or should i say all the time i don't really know what i want,
i guess most of the people doesn't really know, we just live with it like that.
My life has come to a point where i have to make a decision,
to give up on something i had hold on for some time, or to keep
holding on, i know either decision will make me upset,
giving up on something that u once loved might be the most 
heartbroken thing that can ever be done but holding on to something
that makes you upset doesn't make it sounds any better.
In this point, i am just confuse, what kind of life am i looking forward to,
maybe i have always know what i want but i am afraid to take the step,
oh god. i just feel like crying .