A.W.M~it'S my life

2012

2012-01-08T19:10:00.006+08:00

Celebrated new year eve with my family and friends at Genting.
Though the loved one was not around but thanks god i still have them :)

Apparently everyone was talking about resolution for the new year,
well, i don't want much for this year,
i just wan myself to be happy, without the need to please anyone.
As long as i am happy, i am pretty sure i can bring laughter to people around me.
Love yourself, before you love others.
I don't demand for a big change, major turn over or whatever shit,
i just wan to be able to do whatever that makes me happy,
whenever i want.
It sounds simple, but it was not never easy to be done.
Anyway, i've said, i won't promise to be good as i was last year,
but i'll be happier than ever .

Love,
WM

Class trip

2011-12-13T23:10:00.003+08:00

Well, it was the first time i've ever participate in a class trip(MACC in Malacca)
I visualize it as fun and interesting but it actually end up
as disaster because its deadly boring :/
i almost doze off when the officer was delivering her speech
and i had a hard time tryin to keep my eyes open in the meantime.
GOSH. still we experienced sitting in a school bus to get to the destination
and i feel just like primary school student :D
HAHAHA..

Well, xmas is just around the corner.
What i want for christmas is always you .

Love,
WM

Love'em all

2011-12-01T18:47:00.006+08:00

Attended my BFF's convocation.
These are friends that i've known for years .
Friends i met when i first step into Secondary school.
When it comes to them, all i remembered was laughter,
smiles, fun and never sadness.
Memories may fade with time but hope our friendship never dies.
Appreciate those who've walked in to my life and left their footprints.
You guys completed my life ! :D

Me with Bouquet of flowers :D

and two random pics with the long lost friend , Hana Tay !

Love,
WM

Beloved person :)

2011-11-27T23:20:00.004+08:00

He is always so understanding and loving.
Sometimes i just wish i could spend more time with him.
Since grandma left, he was all alone :(
He is the best grandpa i have ever had !
He is 91 and still counting ! Love you alot !
Wish you longevity .

Waiting for more pictures from cameraman :)
stay tuned .

Love,
Wm

Randomness

2011-11-19T00:14:00.002+08:00

Friends, can be define in many ways
it can be friends that
only meant to have fun together,laugh and smile over silly stuff,
it can also be friends that share laughter and sadness
till the moment when you got into serious trouble,
and still stayed, that is what we call true friends.
Even though u have few thousand of 'friends' in fb,
but how many are actually sincere to you.
You will never know until real shit happen .
Just a random thought .

Love,
WM

Hello !!!!

2011-11-15T20:06:00.011+08:00

My blog had been deserted for ages .
Because my lil red cam was misplaced !!!
i have no idea where it was and who took it !
Too many stuff to share and will try to summarize everything in this small space !
Recently we celebrated Boon's birthday !
Recalled what we had did in 2010, time flies fast !
Some pictures from 2010, her birthday celebration !

Look at the changes ! HAHA :)

This year we celebrated her big day at Olio Italian Comfort Food, Renaissance Hotel.
Great food with great people !
Not to mention that my evil twin Lee Vee was tagged along !
Pictures speaks now !

The Birthday girl :)

Me in red :)

Cheekuan :)

The same old us

Birthday girl and me

hello :)

Group pic

the girls

all of us !

Her prank pressie ! Hello Kitty ! HAHA

LeeVee and me

Evil twin and me ！

Thats all for today .
Look at all the changes .
Miss the good old times but also looking forward
for more reunion with the girls .
Love'em all !

XOXO

Love,
WM

Hello !

2011-10-18T15:20:00.007+08:00

Omygod its been ages since i update .
Finally done with my finals and also my holiday
and started my second sem .
Well, i've encountered the first failure in my life..
which was failing one of my subject for my final.
Kinda depressing but since most of my friends are gonna
retake with me so i guess everything will be fine, i hope :(
Darn . just forget about the sad things !
here's some pictures i've taken with my girls .
we look like some wannabe lacking of attention . HAHAHA

After the two weeks holiday, i feel reluctant to leave home.
Home is always the comfort zone for me and although i don't have much freedom
back there, i still love staying at home and wandering around the house .
To be honest, i feel lonely here.
Whenever my feelings got neglected, i could search it back or
ignore it when im at home because of my lovely parents.
But whenever im here, im just all alone .
Girls are always more sensitive and guys are always so careless of it .
Argh . i know guys hate it when girls whine about it.
I'll just stop here .

Love,
WM

考试咯～～～～

2011-09-16T21:48:00.007+08:00

又到了考试的季节了。。
这次比较迟开始备考。。
都怪自己太贪玩了啦。。
又赖在家不回来读书。。每天吃，睡，拉，撒。。
真的还不懂死字怎么写。。。
剩下这三天，我应该就体会到什么是啃书，K书。。
然后再来后悔为什么不早点准备。。。
这种鸟事。。每个Sem都会发生。。而且都是知错不会改。。
等成绩出才一直觉得应该可以再考好一点。。
真的是活该。。。
就酱。。假期啊。。我期待你的来临。。。

Love,
Wm

Pictures talk

2011-09-13T13:28:00.002+08:00

Although i hate the hot weather here so much
but i couldn't stand the cold wind in Cameron.
Contradicting enough :)

Love,
Wm

Holiday Getaway

2011-09-04T22:46:00.009+08:00

Celebrated Boyfie's friend, TunWei birthday last saturday at Port Dickson.
Xiao Wen, which is the best-girlfriend-of-him-ever organized this suprise
party . Booked a homestay villa which was just in front of the beach
for us to rock the night !
Well, the place was awesome so do the people :)
THEME = BABY WORLD !
All the male were required to dress up like a big baby with
the napkins, adult diapers and best part of it ,
no cup for us but only baby's feeding bottle to drink.
Okay, talk less, picture more .
Look at the pictures and imagine yourself.
I am so gonna get killed because of the leak of the secret pictures ..

We were doomed by these beer, not to mention about the wine and liquor :/

Boyfie and me !

im not ready yet !

Two happy boi !

Close look..

First fully dressed up HUGE baby !

Feeding bottles

Getting ready and fooling around !

Baby girl getting ready

a lil sneak peak......

Tadaaaa...

Xiao wen aka best-gf-ever :)

Say hi to my ass !

OUCH !

Mafia Baby !

Planking huge baby!

Handmade Iron Man bday cake from xiao wen !!!

Picture with the birthday boi :)

Huge babies group pictures !

And pictures credit goes to Nicholas Chua Baby !
Stolen all from his GF2 :D
Thats all for my PD blasted weekend.
House and beach party was fun !
We shall do it again next year !
XOXO

Love,
WM

Hey ya :)

2011-08-28T16:19:00.001+08:00

Hello :)

PD birthday Party updates coming soon.
Stay tuned !

Love,
WM

Two weeks left :/

2011-08-21T01:56:00.004+08:00

Its been a month and half since the boyfie was back.
And yes he will be back to Taiwan very soon .
Two more weeks left till the vicious cycle begin, again.
I spent as much time as i can with him, watching every movie with him,
having every meal together,stick to each other like a twins .
Maybe this may sound common to other couples, but
for couple like us in a long distance relationship, every moment
is precious and appreciated.
Just hope i wont cry too hard when he leave .
Gonna make full use of the remaining two weeks :)

Love,
WM

Feelings

2011-08-19T01:28:00.005+08:00

Whenever problem struck,
i rarely quarrel or argue , or should say
i hardly expresses it.
all the unhappy feelings wer kept because i think
no one can understand or maybe its better if i keep it to myself.
Ended up, the unhappy feelings were collected and roll up like
a snow ball which grew bigger each day.
Each time when i face a new problem that makes me unhappy,
it contributes to the snowball .
I always thought of the worst outcome if one day it explode,
so that i will be prepared for the worst, anytime.
But i realized keeping all these stuff doesn't make me any better.
I reminisce all the previous unhappy thoughts when a new one struck.
Its overwhelming but i don't know what i can do about it.
I try forgetting it a lil everyday when i open my eyes,
but how ironic when i dreamt about it at night.
People sleep and forget things.
I slept and became more conscious next day.
Okay . Thats all for today. Till then .

No love,
WM

Blah Blah Blah

2011-08-16T22:59:00.007+08:00

Im finally back to update pictures of my Sg trip.
Well, my mid-term is finally over after the last
blardy hell paper ytday !
Finals will be coming soon . but chillax , we have time for that !
Okay , its not the first time i've been to Singapore
and my last visit was approximately 5 years ago with family and cousins. ahem.
So, this time im travelling with my peeps and
we have to get use to their public transport to get to places.
And i discovered something , the cab drivers are really impolite.
I mean people who provide services and got paid from that
shouldn't you be more friendly, with manners and maybe open your mouth
and talk , no?
Most, i mean most of the cab drivers hardly say thank you when u pay them the fare,
or never .
We met one of the worst who did not even open his whole effing mouth
the whole journey and just pointed us the way when we reached the destination.
OMG. and and i waited one hour for a freaking cab because they got the right
to choose their customer. if we arent heading to the place he wanted to go to,
he will just say no before u got the chance to hop in .
And the last day before we got back, we met a nice and friendly one,
and after a small talk, we realized he was not local.
Okay.
stop crapping . pictures will do the talking !

Okay i guess that's all for my Sg trip .
not going to talk about it anymore since it spent me a fortune.
and people there aren't friendly at all
except the peoples in Optical shop that i went to in Orchard Mall.
wait for the next update !

love,
Wm

Back :)

2011-08-06T00:59:00.004+08:00

July was a busy month .
Midterm, assignment, classes, tutorials plus boyfie's back.
Gosh. can hardly cope with everything.
But of course, study come first.
Picture of us studying in the creepy law library which
i think is too quiet for me .

My blog is almost dead i know.
Just came back from a short trip to Singapore with my peeps
and will blog about it as soon as i have the time :)
Stay tuned :D

Love,
WM

Weekend at Malacca

2011-07-03T20:11:00.002+08:00

I don't usually go out during weekend at Mlc.
(FYI, im studying at MMU Malacca)
Going out means going to Mlc town because
it will be crowded with tourist and visitors everywhere !
but sometimes it can be really boring staying
in the room for whole effing day facing the lappie
and shitty tutorials .
Its been some time since i last hang out with my girlfriends
because i did not go home for the past two weeks .
Well, our holiday is always different !
Its already the fourth week of my first semester.
Starting to worry about my studies .
I am so sure that i will be distracted when someone got back .
So obviously i will be carried away.
Got to put effort in balancing both !
Might not be so flexible for outing for the coming two months
coz he's coming home :)

Love,
WM

Recent addiction

2011-06-28T23:34:00.000+08:00

I know I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love I loved the most

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Pahang Getaway

2011-06-28T20:58:00.006+08:00

Its been a while since i update my blog ,
the same old opening line. ugh
Still having internet issue at my new place.
Although i've already re-applied for streamyx
but it still took ages for them to install . idk why.
End up i paid for broadband temporarily because it really
kill without internet, I can barely survive :x
I've visited Pahang last Friday with my classmates
as one of my mates are from Jerantut.
I've never travel that far without my family,
its my first time wtf !
My classmate, Shirley brought us around for nice food
although there's not much entertainment but we had fun :D
thanks for the hospitality, her parents were really
kind and generous make me feels like home :)
Here's some picture taken at Bukit Tinggi, Temerloh and Jerantut.

okay i knw the way i squad is damn fugly but i never get to squad properly
i dont knw why :(

ok i like swing the most :)

Okay, i've gained weight throughout this three days . omg
imagine how terribly her parents fed us :s
pictures speak thousand words so im not writing anymore very lazie.
Have tons of tutorials waiting for me.
Ciaoz . will blog soon :D

宅女

2011-06-09T22:30:00.002+08:00

为什么说我自己宅女呢？
因为我真的很喜欢呆在家里或房里看戏，上网。
我可以几天不出门，就只在家看戏，一直看一直看。。
以前的我很爱玩，很爱乱跑，可是时间久了，也闷了，
变得越来越懒了。来马六甲读书后更严重，几天不出门，
每天在房间吃晚餐，也变成家常便饭了。。刚开始会有点
失落，慢慢我也习惯了，反而喜欢在房间自己吃。
对着电脑吃。
新的学期搬新房间，网路暂时还没搞定，反而让我的生活乱了。。
有了交通，没了网路，变成一直要往外跑，就连上网也要来麦当劳。
讲真的我不习惯这种趴趴走的生活咯。我要宅在家里啦。。。。
我不想出门！！！我真的很懒！！
我要在家追我喜欢看的偶像剧，上网！！
拜托快点有网路。。。

Penang getaway.

2011-05-29T23:30:00.014+08:00

Was actually in a dilemma and cant decide whether
to blog in chinese or the other way round
because my Penang trip was mostly about food i ate and
i might face difficulty in translating
the name of the food but whatever la,
i will just type whatever that comes out from my mind.
pardon me if this post came out to be some crap which
u barely can understand, so just enjoy the pictures . teehee
I used to spend my holiday in Penang quite frequent
during childhood time because my aunt
and couziesss are there.
They feed me yummy food everyday and i remembered
once i ended up with constipation. haha
This time, mummy and another aunt were tagged along :)
Let the pic do the talking,
My first bowl of asam laksa . yummmyyy

Dinner on the first day was my favourite Thai cuisine and
it was freaking delicious i have to say.
Different from what i had have before.

i forgot what dishes is this but
its an appetizer with papaya .

Fried Kangkung is deliciousssss !!

they have this raw vege which is really not my thing,
as someone said, u are not a rabbit wtf.

Belacan fried rice.

Lazie to name it all.in short, its all yummayyyy food :)

Enough of the food, beside these fattening stuff,
we visited Kek lok si temple and Bukit Bendera.

Both my eyes took their turn to get infected and became holy reddish
and me, ended up strolling around with spec . gahh . nerd look.
Feeding turtle is a must at Kek Lok Si temple
especially when the lil niece was around :)

Zodiacs .
my zodiac is not pig ! neither is she . haha
but she insisted she wan to sit on that pig . cute

Praying is a must too

The wishing tree

Went auto-city on the last night at Penang.
Its crowded with people and so freaking hot.
Coincidently have the chance to see Linda Chung.
She's having a mini concert there.
She is pretty :)
Managed to capture her pic from far.

Okay. thats all for today.
am freaking exhausted after few days of getting up early
and sleeping early, although i slept early,
but waking up early is not my thing.
i get exhausted even i sleep early.
Dozing off now ! Will write more on the next post.
xoxo

Love,
Wm

Holiday Mood ? No.

2011-05-24T22:42:00.003+08:00

就酱捱过了漫长的考试周。
短短的一个星期，总觉得好像过了整个月似的。
每天睡醒就是啃书，睡前也是啃书。
就算很努力的把书啃完，看到考卷的时候还是冒冷汗。
读的全没出，出的全没读。
虽然人家常说未来是掌握在你自己的手里，
可是又有谁会知道未来会发生什么事？
真的是人算不如天算。
虽然已经开始放两个星期的假期，可是我一点
放假的心情也没有，只要成绩一天没有出，我真的没有心情。
就酱没有心情过了很多天，星期四要去槟城吃喝玩乐，可是
连收拾的心情也没有。。
酱的心情我也不懂要跟谁说好。。
只能用不知所措来形容我的心情。烦死人了。
开始怀疑我的选择到底是对还是错，
如果当初我没有坚持做这个选择，
我的生活是不是会有不一样的改变呢？

Recently, i came across this issue,
Do couple still able to be friend with each other after break up?
I　actually discovered that most guys think ITS OKAY AND ITS A SHOULD !
OMG. I dont know what others girl think but i personally think
its a BIG NO.
I don't believe in bullshit where breakup couples
becoming friend if both of them really love each other deeply before.
I could not imagine the scene where me and an ex talking about
our own future ? WTF ?! Future which we used to talk about together?
Maybe i've take things seriously but SERIOUSLY,for god sake
its a NO. Breakup couples whom maintain as friend either
have the intention to patch back or never have loved each other before.
No offence just personal opinion .
Thats all for today, pictures of me to make this post not so boring.

I am still afraid to fall after all that i've been through.

Love,
WM

I need Oxygen

2011-05-16T00:36:00.000+08:00

Oh baby, if I was your lady
I will make you happy
I'm never gonna leave, never gonna leave
Oh baby, I would be your lady
I am going crazy for you

And so I found a state of mind
Where I could be speechless
I had to try it for a while
To figure out this feeling
This felt so right
Pull me upside
Down to a place where you've been waiting
And how am I supposed to tell you how I feel?
I need oxygen

OMG, finals are killing me :/
cant wait for it to end !
my heart is at Bangkok :(

坏习惯

2011-05-09T23:47:00.004+08:00

我有个很坏的习惯，或者说是很不好的脾气。
每当考试前，就会有那种很郁闷很烦躁的心情，
有读书也好，没有读书也好，都有会这种症状出现。
平时，我心情不好的时候不会发脾气，很多时候都会冷静下来
想很久让自己不生气。
可是一到考试的时候，那种非常极度烦躁的心情就会出现了，
什么小事也可以让我发脾气，有时候知道自己不对，可是
就是懒惰或没力去思考整件事情，发了脾气再打算。
很不喜欢这个时候，因为我控制不了我自己的情绪。
所以，最好不要在这个时候惹我。
另外，只能请他多多包涵了 :(
还有，附上一张我和妈妈的照片！
我的妈妈是最好的！

我要打仗了！期末考我来了！！！！
就酱！

Love,
Wm

Updates

2011-05-01T00:05:00.008+08:00

Finally done with all the presentation and waiting for the finals!
Been acting obedient lately and attended all the morning classes :D
Picture of me and Shirley 8am in the morning
Trying hard to open my eyes 0.O

My eyes obviously look different recently,
been using normal lens to rest my eyes
colour lens just can't stop making it red :(
Didnt expect that the lecturer will end the class
so early, two weeks before the finals,
and now we have two weeks the so called 'study' week.
and im stucked at mlc for no reason.
Just dilemma, cant really study at home, but most of my friend
went back and only god knows how dead boring my life is at mlc.
I spent the whole day in front of the pc doing
unproductive stuff and read through my past blog post
one by one . lifeless shit.
Went back last week and visited KBCA,

its been sometime since my last visit,
and i felt so old. to be precise,
i felt so left out. the prefect in charge now were oh so YOUNG !!
haha. time flies, our badge of prefect were no longer active
due to our studies and work.

The best thing to be back to klang was being pampered
by all kinds of food, ya food!

Tried this 猪脚醋, Vinegar Pork, direct translate, dont really
know how to type it in english . pardon me.
There are rarely restaurant that serve this and
it was one of the dishes that i've been craving of.

Another serious craving of mine will definitely be Korean Cuisine.
AHHHH.Rebecca brought me to her Godmother restaurant
and that's what she cooked for us. love her 大酱汤 to the max!
Of course we have to pay la :p
Mostly recommended, it was located somewhere around Mlc Town. haha

Even though i wish to go back home so badly sometimes,
but the curfew set when im back to klang bother me still.
Not to mention how my dad will wait for me until im back everytime
I am out and that seriously make me feel guilty sometimes.
He doesn't really restrict me from hanging out but his act certainly
stopped me from doing that . -.-
Thats all for today, heres two vain self loving shot,
gosh, why can't my hair grow ?!!!

Love,
WM

missing you :)

2011-04-25T23:23:00.008+08:00

Its been 2 months since the boyfie had left,
well i'm used to missing him this way and i believe time flies.
He has been complaining to me that he can barely see
his name and pic appear on my blog, so since i've got nothing
to blog and my life is so lifeless after he left, everything
is just about study, classes and all those shits,
there he goes, a blog post just for the loved one :)

This is the picture of our first date
and when i look back at it, i just cant
stop giggling.
both of us look freaking awkard and hilarious :D

Pictures of me, pictures of you :)
babi is always lan see and he prefer me to hug him instead of he himself doing so.

our oh so lan see face .. sometimes we are just too busy with our
bb end up neglecting each other . haha

someone is avoiding the cam again !
hmph !

so, thats it, part of the pictures that we took :D
we are not camera friendly .hahaha..
Have to wait for another two months for new pics i guess :)
it seriously breaks my heart when he said he is going to stay back longer
after his exam just for a trip. what should i say more.
let time says it all :(

Oh So True :）

2011-04-19T00:03:00.004+08:00

I came across this article shared by someone on fb and
i have to admit that it really voice out what's in my mind
or some other girl's mind.

首先我想告诉你
我是一个头脑里把爱和理智分开的人，如果我们在一起了，请相信我是爱你的。
如果我离开了，不一定是我不爱你了，只是我的理智告诉我，你不是那个可以给我未来的男人。
这事儿可能有点冷血。但我也没办法

先要告诉你，家人是我心里的第一位。
我也希望你的家人在你心里一定要比我重要。
要孝顺。要善良。
我希望你能把热恋期的激情完好地保存
电话，短信，不一定每天都要有，
但是要在心里想念我。

你不一定要多么完美。但是，
一定要有一双足够清澈的眼眸，要敢正视我的目光。
一定要会穿衣服，身上一定要干净
一定要爷们儿。（大男子主义不等于爷们儿）

每个人都会有过去，我不追究。
愿意的话。你自然会告诉我你的那许多过往曾经。
每个人都有心底深处的秘密，我并不想深掘，但是如果我偶然发现，请告诉我。
不要故意隐瞒而让我们有了距离。

我希望你听到有关乎我的流言蜚语的时候，能吃点小醋。
然后亲自质问我发生什么，我会毫无保留告诉你实情。
但别不相信我。

我希望你自觉把我的照片放在手机里。不非要做桌面，有就成。
我希望如果需要，你能为我改变一些事情。比如脾气，比如为人处事的办法。
我希望哪一天我们稳定，你能把我的情况介绍给你的父母家人。
如果他们不接受我，你要耐心说服他们，把我的优点灌输给他们。
但我有那个自信。没有如果

之后，我们之间肯定会出现小插曲，我希望你能考虑周全。
如果你爱上了她，发现她才是真正适合你的，我绝不挡在中间。
不过我希望她一出现，你就告诉她，你已经有了我。
亲爱的，要知道这世上没有一个巴掌还能排出响的事儿。

请原谅在我看来，如果我们之间有别人，原因绝对在于你我。
对我来说没有勾引，没有小三儿。
只有没本事留住你的我，和没管好自己的你。
出现这种问题，不要告诉我说是她先怎样怎样的。
那没有意义

我不是小女孩，不会每天追问你在哪，跟谁，什么时候回家。
如果你爱我，必然会在我们聊天时自然而然的告诉我。
记住，那并不是汇报。
我会很相信，我愿意相信的男人。

男人在外面子那点事儿，绝对能给你做的很到位
但宝贝，女人做的到位，是她懂事儿，不是该你的

大部分我是现实的，不是虚荣，拜金。
就单纯的只是现实，我很清楚我要的是什么。
我不会为了你变成家庭妇女。
断绝朋友来往，当然我也不会疯B是的天天去耍。
偶尔的聚会，很正常，不要因为那些而说我不踏实，那想法太幼稚。
就像我不会因为你去跟哥们聚会而无理取闹一样

我不要求你一定要和我的朋友打成一片。也没那个必要。
但是不要说我的朋友这不好那不好，不要联系了之类的。
能介绍给你认识的
在我生命里一定出现的比你早。
当然我也不会去强迫你这些。
我也不会介意你的各种朋友圈子。
但如果你的异性朋友多到我5个5个见，要见半年就真算了。

不要问我‘穿成这样给谁看’
我可以素颜，穿着平底鞋和你逛街，也可以穿着大跟鞋，长衬衫在家给你做饭。
但绝对不会因为找了你，就任由自己变丑。
相信我如果真的找了你之后越来越丑，你一定会不要我的，不要说‘不会的’。

你去参加哥们喝酒的局，绝对没问题，但喝多了，滚回家。
去歌厅的话搂搂就得了，出于对小姐的尊重，亲一下脸得了，别玩的没边儿了。
但说真的要非体验一下别人，那我还真宁可你找个小姐，别给我培养内有感情的小情人。
男人嘛。多少会玩儿些小谎言。
但那之后有三个要求。
第一，玩好点。别让我发现。
第二，玩好点。别让我发现。
第三，玩好点。别让我发现。

对我说过的话一定要做到，要不就别说。
了解我透彻之后再说你能做到以上的一切，
如果我遇到一个这样的你，那我必然不会再将心分给其他人。

Seriously, everything stated was so effing true ,
especially the part about the third party,
whenever a third party appear, it must be something to do with
the couple itself, not only about the guy/ girl who appeared
对我来说没有勾引，没有小三儿。
只有没本事留住你的我，和没管好自己的你。
出现这种问题，不要告诉我说是她先怎样怎样的。

Anyway, just randomly sharing my thoughts,
hardly had any idea to update my blog :s
Finals are just around the corner,
and i'm still miles away from the so called study mood.
OH gosh, i hope i wont screw my last sem *touchwood*.
Will update my blog soon once i get back on track :D
take care peeps.

love,
WM

爱很简单

2011-04-06T23:07:00.007+08:00

最近都没来更新部落格，懒惰，没灵感，也没有什么时间。
last sem了，功课很多。。可是现在七七八八搞定了:)
最近还蛮常抽时间去看电影，很多戏都被我看光了，
刚看了单身男女，虽然是一部老掉牙桥段的爱情片，
可是真的是太好看了！因为有古天乐，搞笑的情节跑不掉。
又感动又好笑。。实在是不错看！还没看的赶快咯！
最好是和一班姐妹去看，因为是由两个大帅哥主演的，
吴彦祖和古天乐。。

戏里一直播着插曲，我愿意和爱很简单。
原来，爱真的很简单，我为什么一直都没察觉到呢？

Busy life keep me alive

2011-03-06T22:41:00.007+08:00

Am so busy with my classes and work recently.
Its my last semester in foundation and its already mid of semester.
I'm loaded with assignments and classes.
i don't really know why we have to include drama in our english subj
and also business project, which is selling stuff to make profit
for our business management subj(double the curiosity why we have to
take this subj)
Its like double our workload. -.-
In order to sell stuff in school,
u have to go through all sort of troublesome work,
apply to rent a space for your business,
pay for the rental which is a total of RM110 for three days,
and get approval from whatever head of department,
hell, im not the one doing all these shit,
in fact, my friend, Vivian are the one who helped the whole group of 11peoples
and settled it down, appreciate her hard work to run through all these places.
Not to mention, u have to spend time preparing the food to sell,
or whatever shit u are selling, and also standing under the killing
weather to get your stuff sold.hell yeah.
Furthermore, DRAMA.
Im never fond of this kind of stuff, acting, doing monkey stuff in front
of the audience to gain applause.but yet,
we have to show whatever we got to impress the lecturer in this drama shit.
First, preparing the script, choose the actor,
preparing the props, gosh, i don't know but seriously
i think it wasted our time a lot.
just personal opinion, no offence.
I just don't like troublesome stuff like this,
especially arts? OMG
grrrrhhh...
Anyway, busy life keep me alive..
busy with classes, busy with work
busy with drama practice,
keep me away from thinking nonsense stuff.
Its a good thing to have your mind focus on many stuff,
not just looking at one ,
which torture your mind and soul.
Beside studying, spending money
keeps me happy also :)
its like girl's nature, our stuff will never be enough.
Money not enough, but, i'm not allowed to work
i guess i'll have to save for my new love .
wait for me, mummy will come and get u soon !
thats all for today !

love,
WM

Cousin's wedding

2011-02-28T21:11:00.009+08:00

Okay, im here to blog about my cousin wedding,
its gonna be a picture-says-it-all post :)
Since i have a close relation with mum side relatives,
so my cousin, Thomas wedding its a big thing for all of us!
Everyone was busy preparing for his wedding since last year onwards!
So, the day finally came :)
I always love wedding dinner, its just sweet especially
if u attend with ur loved one, but mine was not here :(
Anyway, his wedding was a blast.
Its nice to have everyone gather together to
celebrate the happy and blessed moment :)
Reached cousin's house at 6.30am early in the morning,
follow the heng dai to fetch the bride at Bangsar

Reached earlier than others at One Hotel and start fooling around
at the cocktail party before the dinner.

The dishes served was not too bad and we get chocolates in love shape.
cute :)

And end my post with all my vain camwhore pics :)
enjoy.hahahaha

Im lazie to upload evrything because its alot!
check out my Fb for more pics ..
love ,
wm

Leaving

2011-02-22T22:31:00.004+08:00

Desserted the blog again although i've stated
that this blog will be alive..
Dont have suitable mood to blog.
well yea, i have to deal with another leaving again.
its just a vicious circle that keeps going on.
oh fuck, i wish it could end faster.
u knw it feel so sucks when u are just about to get closer to each other,
u are force to leave.
I've been sticking around with him too often this time
which make it harder for me to deal with this.
I feel sadness that i've never felt before,
it hurts more than a break up knowing that
u wish to see him but u know u cant.
Im not really afraid of distance,
what really makes me feel insecure is that,
god knows whats going to happen in this 4months,
because he is leaving to a place that im not familiar,
not familiar with the people, the place,
eefuan said, its time to use your wisdom and maturity
to deal with all these uncertainities,
but whenever problem strucks, it just make me lose my mind
that i forgot the proper way to settle it.
I wish for this coming 4months, everything wil be alright
because time flies :)

Everyone judge people based on their pyhsical appearance,
we always say, never judge a book by its cover
but how many people actually able to do that??
We labelled people with our own perception without
looking at things from different perspective.
But, everyone has their freedom of speech to comment
on people around them, sometimes just because i took
those comment too seriously,
i felt so overwhelming..now i realised that,
why should i be affected ?
Why should i shape myself to someone that people wish me to be?
As long as i do my parts, and i feel satisfied with it,
that is more than enough.
Im not a perfect one, but im good enough to impress u.
thats all for today.
loves,
wm

Back to reality

2011-02-13T20:34:00.011+08:00

Oh my, my bloggie is just like my room neglected for three weeks
and its full of spider webs.
Im finally back to reality, the real life,
Malacca.FML.
After skipping the whole week of the new trimester,
i have no choice but to get my ass off Klang to Melaka.
Duh..So, this year cny was way to short compare to previous,
most of my friend and the adults start working, studying on the fifth day
of cny :(
Dont really have sufficient time to rock it,
didnt even visit any of my friend house excpet kevy's house.
double f .. *guilty*
Nevertheless, all i did on cny was just gambling,
gambling, gambling and gambling,
dont really win or lose any moniessss,
so that makes no difference, just for the sake of passing time :D
let the pic do the talking..

as usual, chor yat visit church with mum and aunt :)

and a catch up with the ex highschool gang, ampuan gang,
they just make me laugh alot :)

And not to forget kevy's house with the twin sis and Kevy ho :D
not really wanted to post that pic with kevy because i look like
fei po, but thats the only pic we took together,
blaim mona camera!

And and and MOS night with nic and the gang :)
Xiao Wen and me :)

She look drunk here . haha

group pic with all the drunk face :D

suppose to have upload more pic but i left my cable at home..fml
and those pictures are yet to be transferred frm my cam,
so thats it for my cny.
The blog will be alive from now :D

Holiday -Ing

2011-01-27T18:08:00.003+08:00

So, obviously my exam had came to an end finally.
Home Sweet Home.
Spent most of my time watching movie,
hanging out with the peeps, doing whatever i like
and just enjoying life until CNY comes.
Dont jealous, i did suffer before holiday :(
Due to laziness, i dont really keep my room neat
and most of the time im at Melaka so i dont really
have time for the room here, so,
the maid from grandpa house being so thoughtful
cleaned my disastrous room for me and plus the
N years dusty closet.oh gosh, now my room
had a brand new look and it look spacious now!!
its super neat and comfy :)
(but she threw most of my stuff which i collected
years ago from 'friends' :( )
Million thanks kakak .. super good mood looking at it now :D
new bedsheet,new arrangement,new clothes for cny!
are u guys ready for cny ?
am having a good time now but at the same time
fear of losing it . how contradicting was that huh.
Anyway, will not be updating my blog until CNY end.
Enjoy peeps <3

homesick :(

2011-01-19T19:58:00.004+08:00

Oh gosh, its been 3weeks since i last went back to klang..
I just wan to go home..
Im tired of books!!
Everday revision, revision,revision,
look at all those words and sentence without a single picture.
I dont hate studying and reading,
in fact sometimes i enjoy reading but too much
of something is never a good thing right?
i feel like puking looking at my textbook now.
I am not a study type of person, and will never be.LOL.
So, why am i choosing law that requires frigging lots of reading?
And not to mention in the future i have to keep reading even im already working,
WHY?
because i hate numbers.FML.
Back to the point, so the rest of my friends are happily enjoying their cny shopping,
listening to all kind of cny songs,
happily indulge in the oh so sweet cny atmosphere,
while im in this oh so wtf situation where i have exam
for two subject on THAIPUSAM tomorrow !
Life is great right? yea. me think so.
i wil screw you back.
cant wait to go back.fml twice.
damn.

Unpredicted .

2011-01-11T23:18:00.003+08:00

I always hate stuff that i cant predict,
or to be more specific, things that going to happen in future
which i dont really acknowledge.
I never want myself doing stuff that lead to nowhere.
I only do things that the consequences was predicted.
During exam, i only answer questions that i know,
for question that i dont really study, i will just leave it,
i will never try to 'tembak' as in trying my luck,
because i know i aint got that luck.
I just hate stuff that is not under my control,
hate stuff that doesnt happen in my way (okay,evryone hates that),
Plan ahead is never a thing for me,
i dont plan things, i just make it works when time comes,
who knows what is going to happen when it comes
to the actual day, there are always something that ruin the plan,
call me pessimistic but thats what i think about all the time.
You know how much i hate going through the days before it comes
to the already planned day, tension all the time
and afraid that something might happen to screw the plan.
Oh gosh, exam is coming nearer and nearer,
engaged to the library at this moment and date my textbook.
Just freaking blog to rant .
Sometimes, life really screw us hard but im gonna survive.
Well, today is just not my day.
slp over it
bye

New year

2011-01-06T13:49:00.006+08:00

Sorry for being so lazieee :)
I know New year post should be updated earlier ;p
Final exam is just around the corner.
FML.things are getting a lil tension when its the end of sem.
Where you receive your coursework mark and then u calculate how many marks
you need in final in order to excel, then u found out
you coursework mark is freaking low then you need to like score
oh so high in final then u will feel like OMGWTF..
Okay.just ranting, in fact my lecturer this sem is sweet enough to give us sufficient
coursework mark except one bloody kiamsiap lecturer
只有她最难搞，每天鸟人，迟到中鸟，presentation中鸟，
什么都要鸟就是了啦，我们都还没有去投诉你每次爽爽上课时间放我们飞机，
让我们到了课室才知道没有class。。然后又迟到早退，一大堆理由，
一下子孩子，一下子老公，一下子岳父，你如果酱多事拜托在家里顾孩子，干嘛还出来教书。
课文教一点，skip一点。真的要靠自己要不然真的pass不到。。==
Oh gosh, how i wish i can skip all this exam thingy and straight
enjoy my CNY .. :(
Okay la, enough of that, i will share about my new year eve that i have spent with my parents.
Because i aint have any plan so i just follow my parents
wherever they go.hahaha.
well, i love spending time with my parents fyi
because i can talk whatever craps with them,
and they are also willing to listen to me, i can eat and play
without paying a single penny.HAHAHAHAHAHA.

4 elders bottoms up 2 bottles of Chivas and two jugs of beer.
they are incredible.==
i only took two bottles of heineken.ughh..they are good drinkers :)
And the next day, i date Felicia out.
awww...we spent a great time, its like the first time
i've ever shop with her since the day we know each other,
its been 7 years yoooo .hahaha..unbelievable.
We strolled around the mall until semua close shop..
then get stucked at the parking for an effing hour. ==
anyway, had a great time, we shall do this again :)

This is the two bracelet we bought from Cotton on for charity purpose.

Okay, thats all for today,end my post with pictures of me :)

Rock my Final Exam..ROAR!!!!

Xmas done :)

2010-12-28T21:18:00.009+08:00

Well well well, xmas is officially over and
now the new year 2011 awaiting.
Have you guys thought of places to hang out yet for new year eve?
Back to klang for xmas without family's company.
Joanne the boney came and slp over at my house for a night
and she accompanied me with my cousins for xmas eve.
Had a good time but things are different without you :(
Only manage to took pictures of boney posing :)

gah, i look so freaking huge and fat in this pic.ignore that ！！

Had xmas dinner at my uncle's house.
Playin with all the couziesss...
Not that alone as i actually camp at my grandma house the whole day.
And all the kids got their pressie.apa macam fancy toys pun ada,
but dont have mine i have neither of them..
xmas present kosong...T.T ..CDG faster come la....fly to me :D

The next day, the cousin feel pity and sorry for me to be at home,
so she brought me out with her bf to become the ultra super large LIGHTBULB.
We have no idea where to go.at last her bf suggested
to bring me to Kuala Selangor where you get to watch fireflies and eagle feeding.
But didnt get to see any of them because both of them have been there
few times and eventually bored with it ==
We strolled around Sekinchan, which was located 15mins drive further from Kuala selangor
to view the Paddy field and then came back to K.S for seafood.
The seafood is not really tasty compare to what i've had before at Telok Gong
but still i think its a nice place to chill on sunday as its only
45mins drive from Klang :)
I actually think that the place look similar to Tanjong Sepat and also Pulau Ketam.
Small fisihing village with people staying above the water..

After one week, finally my family were back from Shanghai ..
My parents bought me lotsa stuff ..
Sigh, they seemed to enjoy it alot cause my dad said the stuff
there are not really pricey..this make me feel more depress.
Got a perfume set for xmas present.
Hello Kitty Diamond Edt..
to be honest, i dont really like Hello kitty,
but still it looks cute ==
whatever...

Thats all for today.going back for New year this weekend.
Happy New year peeps :)
19 days to go :D

Pre-Xms outing =)

2010-12-22T17:36:00.013+08:00

Its xmas week!!Cheekuan suggested a pre-xmas dinner
because she will be going back to Ipoh this weekend,
so yea, a purely girl's outing.
The theme was set by CK , red lips plus Maxi...
So four of us were dressed up like nobody business
and headed to Portugese Settlement.
This was the first time i've been there so im a lil bit excited.
ok, i knw this may be common for some of the Malaccans like Boon.
All the houses there were soooo pwetttiiieeeeeee ..awwww.
The owner decorated their house for people to visit, and
some of them actually open their gate for us to take picture of
their compound..And here start our like-nobody-business-camwhore!!

And because im too lazie to add description to the photo one by one,
forgive my lazieness, so please create your own story with your own imagination.
hahahaha...
Last pic of four of us in case you cant differentiate us =)
Me,Boon,Wen Fen and Cheekuan ..

Im going back to hometown for xmas,
although my family are not around,
i stil wish to be at Klang for xmas.
Have a great Christmas yooooo :)

2010

2010-12-21T19:21:00.003+08:00

还是想用华语打我的blog。。
最近啊，fb多了很多我的同学。。很多异族。。
不是我种族歧视啦，只是如果你更新的status给classmate当作
聊天的话题好像有点奇怪吧。。就好象我们平时也会说，
eheh，你看那个谁谁谁昨晚emo了诶。。不是很丢脸吗。。
变成我的status都不懂可以打什么。。然后我就很常打华语。。
可是还是有人会看啊。总之fb就变到很public。。想到就。。
sigh。。2010年就快到尾声了。。是很懒惰再重想整年发生了什么啦，
所以大概把想到的打出来。。看回以前fb的status，
原来我很多时候都很耍忧郁。。有点白痴。。。
今年最重要的应该就是年头还没进学校的时候，动了手术吧。。
身体也没怎样了。只是有很难看的疤痕。。。==
所以不能随便露肚子。。
我发现了，人在谈恋爱的时候都是会
不知不觉的跟着改变。。
不论是性格，举动，心情什么的，都会有所影响。
我不知道我改变了多少，我只知道，
现在的我只是想要回原来的自己。。。
因为有了一个依靠，有了一个码头可以靠，就变成很依赖。
天真白目的以为可以不顾一切把头栽进去。。
原来我的恋爱智商是那么的低。。。哈哈。。
怡帆常说，你就是任性。。想想有时我还蛮任性的，
我承认。。这个改不了。哈哈。。
恋爱中的两个人都会把小事化大，因为在乎，
而我很常犯这个错，也很爱闹脾气，应该是因为没有安全感吧。
很多时候要的只是一个肯定，也不是真的生气.
我真的那么小女孩吗？我也不懂。
在新的一年里，就要有新的改变。。
我要把遗失的自己找回来。。。
因为，凡事靠自己！！！！！！！
过去的一切虽然刺耳，但那已经过去了，
我会试着把它遗忘。。再见了所有一切令我不开心的事！！！！
去你的！！！

圣诞节

2010-12-15T20:01:00.003+08:00

圣诞节就快到了。。
以往的圣诞节，我都是和家人一起度过。。
因为妈妈是天主教徒，所以圣诞节对我来说，
是很有意义的日子。。在圣诞节就快来临时，
我都会跟着妈妈还有我的那些姨妈姑姐一起去报佳音。
跟着她们和教友去他们家里唱圣诞歌。。
还有，每年家里都会摆上圣诞树。。家里的圣诞树是白色的。
每年都是我摆，我收拾可是我还是觉得很兴奋！！！
然后家里就会有圣诞节的气氛。。看着那些灯在圣诞树上闪啊闪。。很开心。哈哈
然后，在平安夜，就是圣诞节前一晚，我们就一起去教堂..
圣诞节那天通常就会吃大餐。是大家一起吃那种。。
还有会收到亲戚们的礼物。。。
虽然去年圣诞节是在台湾度过，可是至少还是跟家人。。
今年的圣诞节。。我就没有往年的那么期待了。。
原因就是，我的家人会在那段时间去上海旅行。。。==
全部人去了。。。除了我。。因为我有课，我老爸。。
又不给我翘课。。。纳闷。。。
更让我郁闷的是，我在马六甲读书。。。
我不懂要如何在这个地方过我那最有意义的圣诞节。。。。。
家人又不在。。。。很希望我的圣诞节可以在吧生过。。
我要回家啦。。。。。。可是。如果没有人陪我回。。
我要怎样滚回去？？？？？？？？？？
郁闷！！！！！！

Pictures says it all :)

2010-12-13T19:59:00.016+08:00

Few weeks ago, my appetite turned very bad.
I dont hav urge to eat and i felt tired of chewing things.
But now my appetite totally recovered.
Not to say i eat alot but at least i have the urge
to taste delicious food :D
I realised that my blogpost pictures were so damn small,
some can barely see the person face in the pic,
so damn kesian those who were captured and being posted
in ma blog.so imma try to make it bigger..
Am obssesed to Thai cuisine recently,
evryday im craving for Tomyam soup..
So finally,cheekuan brought me to King's Hotel,
Thai Cuisine, forgot whats the name of the restaurant,
it was located on second floor of King's Hotel Malacca.
We went for dinner after whole day class,
so we were kinda worn out and didnt take much pictures ..

Here are some pictures of the food..
One of our friend from Thailand,Laila ordered these yummy food for us :)

The Tomyam soup was awesomeeee..
It was so spicy but yet soooooo freaking seductive..
You cant stop drinking although it was burning inside!!
ROAR!
I freaking gonna try evry single dish of this restaurant!!
Oh ya. and for your info, i've never tasted Spicy Chicken Mc Deluxe buger before,
i usually eat Fillet-o-Fish and double cheeseburger ..
And so, its another favourite food in my list after i tried it :D

There's something great about Malacca,
u can get satay celup for ur supper late at 12.30am =)
muahahahaha.a tiny pot to settle our crave.
Its tiny and cute. I like this place because it was air conditioned
and u can skip the part of oily face and sweaty hair while
celup-ing .. especially when it is CROWDED !

Say cheese =D

After that, some camwhore..
Poser ..
Hip hop kaki yoo..hahaha.
i asked her to put on my sweater because she is
too sexy ...

I got back to Klang and i see foooooood again !!
What a happy life =D

Ultimate Hong bak, only available in Pandamaran,Klang.

Followed my mum and dad to Midvalley because
its Saturday,public holiday ..
It was crowded with people!
The decorations was awesome btw.
Did a lil shopping and have tea time at Little Penang,
our all time favourite..
Here comes Asam Laksa.
Although real Penang Laksa taste better,but
since we cant travel so friggin far for that,
this will do =)

I saw this cute little "dolphin" on Baleno shirts rack,

at first i thought it was not for sale,but
hell yes.it was for SALE!
I bought one cute blue colour for Rm29.90..

Asked my dad to pay for it.haha..
Oh ya, i was mistaken until my friend told me,
isnt Baleno symbol a WHALE?
Then i realized, no wonder it doesnt really look like a DOLPHIN..
hahahahahahahha...i actually thought it was a DOLPHIN,
and a BLUE DOLPHIN..
Now it is happily swimming on my bed :)
Went to my grandma house for sunday night,
usual gathering.
Iphone fever..
everyone swiping their fingers :)

Thats it for today,end my post with my cute niece posing pictures.
She is only two years old and i freaking lover her :)

Life is Fun. =)

2010-12-05T22:21:00.011+08:00

Usually, i only back to Klang during weekend
once in two weeks time.
This week am not going home.
So I joined my friend, CheeKuan's class trip
to Seremban Yakult factory.
Its kinda lame thou.
We travelled by bus for one freaking hour
in the morning 8am.gosh.thats the killing part.
And then, the staff presented about Yakult
in a very dull and boring way.
And next, showed us the manufacturing process,
which was bored too...
But, nothing is more fun than having
girlfriends with you ..They are the source of
entertainment always.
Pictures says it all.

And our specky Look !
Cheekuan and me
Was forced to wear spec because my eye
turn reddish due to wearing contact lens
overtime. :(

Three of us .

Thats all for today.stay tuned for ma next update =)

Happily ever after.

2010-11-30T23:04:00.006+08:00

My one week sem break had ended with just a blink.
Time flies .. its already December.
The whole week i've spent loitering around
with my lovely peeps and also ma twin sis.
Following my mum and dad wherever they goes,
dating my drama lazily on the couch all day.
Nevertheless, study last minute for my awaiting
Midterm exam..:)
Let the pic do the talking .

Shoo back to school and the dull Malacca life
after that.
To release the stress from the freaking
midterm test ( just somekind of lousy excuse ),
me and classmates went for movie!
Rapunzel !

Well, didnt really have high expectation
on this movie at first, because it was just cartoon.
you know, cartoon, where the whole row
was actually flood by bunch of kids.
But, suprisingly, i enjoyed the whole show!
Fairy tale!...
I actually love Fairy tale, they have happily ever after,
which rarely exist in real life,
thats what i adore about..
The bad guys and evil usually get paid for what
they did and there goes the happy ending.
Hmm, reality is X100000000000 differ from that!
hahahaha.so, i really enjoyed the whole show.
the graphics are so pretty..and and..
not to forget about the chamelleon ,
it was sooo freaking adorable..
I would want to watch it again in 3D!
Okay, stop being so naive..
there will never be fairy tales in reality.
Since then,there is nothing wrong for us to dream about
it a lil...haha :)

assignments oh assignments

2010-11-17T18:01:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps, its public holiday,
and im stucked in my room whole day,
rushing my assignments.
Basically, from the time i get up from ma bed,
brushed my teeth, washed my face,took a simple breakfast
i sit in front of the lappie until now.
Woahh..But, suprisingly i felt contented!
its been some time since SAM,
when i rushed for my assignment like no tomorrow(bryan always said this)
because of my last minute attitude.haha.
i never changed.this work was given 7 weeks period
and i try to finish it in a day or two i guess.
I like the feeling of rushing assignment!!!!
i dont hav to think of other shits but just my work to be done!
And while i was happily doing my work,
suddenly my classmates vivian told me a shocking NEWS.
Here goes the conversation on Fb,

Vivian - hey, do you know that PIL have homework to be submitted ?

Me - (thinking , ya that one, after midterm break ma)hmm..huh?

Vivian - hahahha ! got 2 hw , one is the golden rule and purposive rule = do short notes or mind map , this if not mistaken is after our break pass up d .. den tmr need pass up for the chapter 4, Elements in reading a case = also do mind map or short notes .. got 6 elements

Me - ( in a shock )Wtf??!!!what is that??!!I don't know a thing.omg..(obviously i skipped the lesson)

At the moment, i felt that my sky has turned blue...it was no more a bright day.
because i hav to do the dont know what so ever mind map and short notes...
i dont feel like talking...............................................
sigh..
thanks dear bloggie, u are always the most considerate "stuff" in my life,
because whatever i tel u, u will just listen.
you are the most loyal listener ever.
i dont know wtf im crapping.
i hav to go now.enough of ranting :(

get wasted on SUNDAY ~

2010-11-14T17:39:00.007+08:00

Have been thinking about changing the layout of my blogspot
for centuries already, but due to laziness,
i keep ignoring and procastinating until
there is a sunday to get wasted!
so, i searched for hours for this damn skin
as you know im a fussy person..whatever..
i dont wish to change it again..
For a computer idiot like me,
when it comes to things like html code,
it can totally messed me upside down
although i've already learnt about these
for my computer application last sem.
Oh gosh, i totally wasted my sunday without
doing anything meaningful, (except doing this thingy)
Went to my friend bday celebration last night,
it was a sweet and warm party ..
Her sister and friend planned a suprise party
for her..she have to be blindfolded to make sure that
she have no idea where are we heading.
Here are some pictures of the sexy birthday girl =)

Her sis and friend put candles inside paper cup
filled with sand and arranged the word happybirthday for her.
isnt that sweeeeeet <3
The place choosen was a restaurant located near Beach Klebang
at Malacca.Its an awesome place because it was just beside the beach!
SUNSET BISTRO
Let pictures do the talking shall we.

last but not least, Happy Birthday Bonbon..
U are finally 19 =)
Ugh..Malacca is raining again.
is it only here or the rain season
have arrived in all the states?
raining day make me moody.shooot.
thats all for today.

刺猬

2010-11-10T21:17:00.001+08:00

最后一抹的微笑在转身之后
我闭上眼哭了
仅存的一点点骄傲
华丽的外表终於丢掉
很旁徨很孤单是寂寞或悲惨
一个人该怎么办

像是刺嘷般防范伪装得勇敢

不轻易让你看穿

我以为可以很坦然

面对分开时不觉得伤感

然而将灯关上一片无声黑暗

心痛得大声呼喊

我想我没那么坚强

每个女孩其实一样

渴望着爱情的好渴望被拥抱

却都害怕爱让人受伤

承认我没那么坚强

不过是一而再的逞强

小心将情绪收藏比傻瓜还傻

刺嘷的坚强全都是假象..哭吧
刺嘷的坚强全都是假象

最近很喜欢的一首歌。
来自温岚。。
歌词写得很有意思。。
她也唱得很有感情。。赞！
跟我的心情有点像。。=)

Weekend getaway.

2010-11-07T21:34:00.012+08:00

Since its Deepavali on friday,
my family and I had a short trip to Genting.
My uncle, aunt and couzies were tagged along too.
I thought it wil be bored and dull,
due to my phobia towards height,
i dont favour the outdoor theme park,
indoom theme park doesnt attract me as well.
and the place remind me of someone,
double the sigh-ness....
First day of trip, i baby-sitted my lil nephew
as all the elders went to casino.
Idk whats wrong with the kids nowadays,
they were crazy with a kind of battling game
where u get cards from it when when u
battle with various kinds of animal..
and the lil monster willing to wait for a
long queue to play that retard game..
okay, maybe its like so fun for him because
he nag me all the way to bring him for the game.
Heres a photo of him..
btw, he is only 5 years old :)\

At night, we had a bowling session .
The glowing in dark bowling centre =)
My bro ~

After that, i grabbed my books and chill at starbucks.
what to do, the homework was dued on monday.fml.
spent an hour only btw.hahaha.
Ewww, i drank four cups of machiatto in three days.
shit.

First night ended with parents,
me, uncle and aunt go wild in safari.
What a scene...haha..No pictures
provided due to privacy..=)
The next day, I have nothing else to do,
so my mum asked me to follow her to casino,
as if i can enter..
due to my physical apperance,
i entered the casino............
And i played the stupid eat money machine,
we lost 300bucks on it.Lmao.
Spent few hours inside, conclusion,
i should have use the money on something else.
Second night ended with chilling at Patio Bar
with parents plus the awesome live band.

On the way back from Genting, we dropped by at Sungai buloh
to have our dinner.
Its my favourite! Thai Cuisine! <3<3<3
The restaurant was located at a kampung area,
Named, De' Chiang Mai.
The restaurant was so unique because of the appearance.
Well, i dont know what style or culture it was made up of,
took a few pictures of the place.

Even the toilet itself was decorated nicely.
Forgot to take picture of the dishes.
Too bad..
Anyway, i enjoyed my weekend .
Its been a while since i updated my blog
with such a long long post,
im just lazie.
Gonna blog more .leave me comment
if u are reading, to show that my blog
is not dead yet..Thanks...=)
End my post with a self -loving pic.

emotional.

2010-10-25T18:30:00.002+08:00

Recently,
i've been bugged by certain things
that can actually make me mad.
Honestly, i don't have good temper,
which can say that it is merely bad,
but i control my anger well when it comes
to arguments and fight.
I think..phewww.
when i faced the shitty things,
i usually ignore it at first,
put it aside, relax and stay calm
for some time before i come back to the problem.
I am not sure whether is it I am the one
who is overreacting like a biatch,
so, at times i just tell myself,
carefree would be the best,
but honestly there are certain things
that happened to be off my limits
and crossing my boundaries.
Honestly, words that have been
spoken out cant be taken back.
Its like poison that chocked
and made me feel hard to breathe.
Yea, it is that bad.
Im tired of being a good person,
which the fact is that i never was.
I care what i love,
what i own,
what was mine.
im sorry for being intolerant,
it is just me.

Love,
WM

saturday night.

2010-10-24T00:54:00.002+08:00

Its a typical saturday night,
im left out at melaka.
It should be happy hour for evryone.
seeing those fb status updating
bout clubbbbinnngggggg..
well, my life aint happening
as it used to be..
Its so not me to stay at home
on this typical saturday night,
but suprisingly i dont have
any party mode..
just wanna stay at home
and spend my peaceful saturday night
by watching drama and fb-ing.
Ef said,stable is good,
wild animal doesnt have a home
nor heart.
she is always straight to the point,
i do agree with that,
i cant deny that i still have the urge
to have fun,evryone does i guess.
swear to god, im trying my best
for evrything, hope the effort pays.
dozing off soon.
Night everyone.

Love,
Wm

dressing up?

2010-10-21T23:22:00.003+08:00

Well, dress up skill, fashion sense
have always make my head ache.
i was never good at these,
nor gifted with unique fashion sense
that can make myself stand out of
the crowd..nehhh..never...
I can say that,dressing up
was a 'burden' for me,
and i think its more difficult than my study.
its trueee weyy.
i always find it hard to keep up
with the fashion steps,
whats the latest trend,
whats the hottest accessories..
Friends around me are good at these.
make up skill,dressing up skill
and present themselves well,
haha,i kinda suck at these,
i think its tiring to
care about your physical appearance
that much, as my dad said,
no matter how, u will eventually get
old one day..
I do read fashion magazines,
admiring those girls in the magazines,
and the way they dress up,
and have the urge to follow.
but all these time,
all my clothes are what i like,myself.
i only wear what i like.
haha..even it might not be the
trend right now,i still wear it because
i like how it looks on me.
anyway, i will start paying
attention to my physical appearance,
i've been slacking for sometime
due to some personal reason,
now imma do it for no one, but myself.
love,
WM

yesterday.

2010-10-18T18:16:00.004+08:00

Just got back from class.
Felt so lonely out of the sudden.
nyah,it always happen.
knowing that this week i wont be goin home
this double my emo-ness.
feeling for this song, yesterday from leona lewis now.
just wanna let this song play non stop,
and filled my mind.
there are always time where we want to
be alone, and listen to our heart talk.
there are always time when we just wanna
sit back, relax,play some songs,
and not talking to anyone.
but sometime it was just because
we need some attention.aha.
anyway, im drowning with the song,
reminisces evry moment that we have had before.
its not a sad song thou,
read the lyrics and listen to my playlist,
and u will get what it mean.
I will always appreciate u pig.=)
ciaoz.

Yesterday
I just can't believe you're gone
Still waitin' for mornin' to come
When I see if the sun will rise
In the way that you're by my side

When we had so much in store
Tell me what is it I'm reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away but they can never have yesterday

They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away but they can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or least where the story goes
But I never believed until now

I know I'll see you again, I'm sure
No, it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night, one more day
One more smile on your face
But they can't take yesterday

I thought our days would last forever
But it wasn't our destiny
'Cause in my mind we had so much time
But I was so wrong

No, I can, believe me
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I'm lookin' back on yesterday

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away but they can never have yesterday

They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away but they can never have yesterday

All the broken dreams take everything
But they can never have yesterday

hey.

2010-10-04T21:41:00.002+08:00

Im back to Melaka.
After the very short one week holiday.
Second semester started today!
I have four subject for this sem,
compare to others who are having five,
because i did credit transfer for my moral study,
well, i only have 14hours of classes a week.
But thanks to the very sucks time management
by the uni, i had only an hour of clas on wed,
and 7HOURS of class on thursday, but no clas on friday,
okay...isnt that sounds like WTF?
Besides, im having accounting this sem,
this is more WTF for me.
Heaven knows why it keep following me wherever i go,
never want to let me go,
and i hav to deal with the most wtf subject ever again.
sigh.i never like account..why la....damn..
My class is boring,
i seldom talk to my classmates,
idk why..maybe im not friendly enough?
hmm.or maybe im abit anti social?nyahhh..not true.
i always sit with different people during class,
evryday i will just attend the class,listen
to the lecture or just dream and get over it,
and then pack my things and go.
Pathetic wei!
i used to hav lots of friend at school,
whats wrong with me?
FML.

距离。

2010-09-29T22:48:00.007+08:00

今天没有看泡沫之夏的心情。
翻了翻和他去玩的一些照片，
突然间很想念他。
他离开已经三个星期了，
时间过得还是很慢。
还要多久我才可以见到他呢。
被距离牵绊着的感觉还真不好受。
虽然开始习惯没有他的陪伴了，
可是还是会有想见到他的冲动。
再见到他的时候，会回到当初
那个陌生的感觉吗？
我没有emo
只是有点想念他而已。
正常。=)

rotten.

2010-09-28T20:42:00.005+08:00

Okay, dont be fooled of my happy face on top,
its just an illusion.
my holiday was bored like shiatttt.
What i do evryday as follow,
wake up at noon,wait for brunch,
after brunch watch drama,
online,fb,online,fb,drama
chat,online,fb,drama,
online,fb,drama,chat...
all over and over again
and night,chat with my nic,
then go to bed.
omg...its sooooo freaking boring,
luckily nic keep me company all the time,
if not die liaw,i wil be bored to death.
and thanks to bbm,
u saved me alot of money!
well, still, im having financial crisis,
i got a lot of things that i wanted to buy,
and two VIP bday is coming,
and i need to buy them gifts.sigh.
so, my shopping list hav to be put aside first.
GAHHHHHHHHH~~~~

好了，正经事都说完了，
来点脑残的。。
最近我在追着看的戏就是
泡沫之夏！！

刚开始没有被它的片名吸引
因为我以为只是一些不著名的演员
演的，不过问了问才知道是大S，黄晓明和何淪东演的，
所以就拷贝过来放假看。。
都是帅哥美女。。。很养眼。。
看了第一集就被故事吸引了。。
讲述一个三角恋。。
很乱就是了啦。。
可是，乱到很好看。哈哈。。
一直看到在戏里的何淪东怎样保护大S。。
然后一直很霸道的告诉她，你是我的你是我的，==
还有，第一次觉得黄晓明很帅哦。。
之前都没看过他演的戏。。
大S也很耐看。。可是她总是让我想到一个人。。==
每次提起偶像剧，朋友都说你很脑残，
干嘛还像小孩子一样追看这些台湾戏，
可是我就觉得，看这些戏才没有压力和负担嘛，
看戏就是要放松，
我不喜欢看港剧因为他们戏里的关系，
错综复杂，每次不是耍心机耍手段，
就是一些攀龙附凤的人在那里假惺惺，
看了都累，又每天被那写高潮迭起的剧情
弄得心情七上八下，有时看得太入戏
还会心情不好。哈哈。。
所以还是养眼偶像剧适合我，
偶尔发发梦也是不错的。。。
哈哈。。就酱，
好期待它的结局！

holiday!

2010-09-24T10:43:00.004+08:00

WOOOTTS.
Finished all my exam ..!
actually only four subject in a week,
but the one week made me felt like
a freaking month!
well, who to blame,
due to my last minute attitude
and my extreme procastinating skill,
i have to make use of evry single
second i have evryday for the subject
i have not prepare at all.==''
So, after the last subject
just now, i felt sooo mucch relieved...phewww.
Im havin a one week holiday!!!!whoaaaaa...
how am i goin to spend it??
no books, no study, no nothing!
great!
my mum suggested me to go penang to
stay over my aunt house,
but my couzieess working,
who is goin to play with me.
But then, she added,
if you dont want the offer,
then i go,so u fetch ur brother
to and from school evryday,
oh ya and tuition...
i was like......wtf.......
so...im in dilemma...==''
And im goin to meet SEF
tomorrow!!gosh...
its been centuries since i last met her!
cant wait for it!=)

loner..

2010-09-22T23:54:00.002+08:00

Studyin alone is hell not fun...
I miss studying with Ee fuan and Jay jay..
I miss studying in common room and AO..
I miss taking supper after study or during study,
release stress kononnya.haha.
Awww..studying alone is torturing!
I remembered we used to joke with evrything
around us..
even though the time of studying
is long throughout the whole night
sometimes until the next morning,
but it was never boring
due to each other company.
gosh.i need studying mates
like eefuan and jay..
who appeared to be inspiring and
encouraging.
=)

T-shirt

2010-09-16T22:50:00.002+08:00

This song was known long long time ago,
but am addicted to this song recently,
coz of the lyric,
it somehow reflect my feelings.

Try'na decide Try'na decide if
I really wanna go out tonight
Never used to go out without you
Not sure I remember how to

Gonna be late Gonna be late but
All my girls gonna' have to wait 'cause
I dont know if I like my outfit
I tried everything in my closet

Nothin feels right when Im not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Takin them off 'cause I feel a fool
Try'na dress up when Im missin you

Imma step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay

With nothing but your T-shirt on (oohoo)
With nothing but your T-shirt oon

Hey
Gotta be strong, gotta be strong but Im
Really hurtin now that you're gone I
thought maybe I'd do some shopping
But I couldnt get past the door and

Now I dont know, now I dont know If Im
Ever really gonna let you go and I
Couldnt even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down, torn up about it

now

Nothin feels right (now) when Im not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Takin them off (hey)'cause I feel a fool
(Try'na dress up)
Try'na dress up when Im missin' you (Im missin' you)

Im'a step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes(hooo)
In bed I (lay) lay

With nothing but your T-shirt on (I'm all by myself with)
With nothing but your T-shirt on (ooh)
With nothing but your T-shirt on
('cause I miss you, 'cause I miss you)
With nothing but your T-shirt on
(said I missed you ... baby)

Try'na decide Try'na decide if
I really wanna go out tonight
I
Couldnt even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down, torn up about it

Cos
Nothing feels right when Im not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos (oohoo)
Taking them off 'cause I feel a fool
Try'na dress up when Im missin you (when Im missin you)

Imma step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes (hooo)
In bed I lay (lay)

yea hey

Nothing feels right when Im not with you (hoooho)
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos (yeah yeah)
Taking them off 'cause I feel a fool
Try'na dress up when Im missin you (cos i miss u)

Imma step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes (promise if u do)
In bed I lay (im ma bed)

With nothing but your T-shirt on
said i got nothing but ur T-shirt on (hey)
(cos i wana b close to u)
With nothing but your T-shirt on (i remember when, u would like to see me with nothing but)
With nothing but your T-shirt oon

hey

nothing but your t-shirt on
(let me tell you no)
nothing but your t-shirt on
with nothing but your t-shirt on
nothing but ur t-shirt on (nothing feels right)
with nothing but your t-shirt on
nothing but ur t-shirt on

Lotsss of Love. =)

What a month.

2010-09-15T16:03:00.003+08:00

Its September, its a month full of love but also sadness at the same time.
Its been sometime i abandoned my blog.
My life was facing its ups and downs
where u can actually feel happy
and contented with what u are having now
at the same time u feel terrified that u
might be losing it..hmmm,
i guess most of us had this feeling before right,
anyway, leaving is not too bad for me
as i can handle it like what i did before.
So, its only a matter of time
for me to get used to it.
Well, currently still having my holiday,
FYI its actually study week,my final is comingggggg.
its NEXT freaking week. wtf..
I've just started to flip my books seriously half an hour ago
after procastinating for so many days.
This month i have two wedding dinner awaits but
unfortunately i just get to attend one coz of the exam.
My cousin brother got married on monday.
I always love wedding dinner because of the
sweet and loving environment. :)
Romantic love songs was played throughtout the
whole wedding and i just love the surrounding.
These are some pictures i took with my cousins.

Its holiday tomorrow..any plan?
=)

=)

2010-08-22T21:06:00.002+08:00

I came across this article,
written by a guy who is currently having a long distance relationship,
noted his perception towards a long distance relationship.
It was so true yet so hard to achieve,
how many of them actually
succeed through all the obstacles
and finally come to an happy ending,
and how many of them actually
lose to the distance.
Article copied from facebook,

各位亲爱的读者：

当你看到这封信的时候，你多半和我一样，都在谈着一段远距离的恋爱。
我们彼此身同感受，在你身边热恋的情侣或许看不透我们谈远距离恋爱当中的甜酸苦辣，有时候还会嫉妒我们的自由。没有伴侣在身边，是否真的是我们享受的那一种别人羡慕的“自由”？
答案大概只有我们知道、了解、深刻体会。
很多人会问我们，谈远距离恋爱辛苦吗？
大多数的时候，我们都是微笑着点了一点头。
他们会继续问：那为何当初选择在一起呢？
我们会反问自己：为什么呢？，可是我哦们都了解感情这个奇妙的化学物，随时可以氧化、催化、起着不可思议的化学作用。没有时间与空间的绝对对位，就正如问这道问题的那些朋友一样。

我们选择了自己的感情，忠于它，并坚持着不放手。
不管距离多遥远，其实道理都是一样的。
只是，遥远的距离终究真的是一个需要跨越的障碍。
我们见面的时间比别人少得可怜，我们能够进行的计划一直搁在那边、等着遥遥无期的安排，我们一起坚守的承诺，会因为彼此的心动摇，而随时瓦解。
这样的恋爱，并不是每个人能够承受的。

很多时候听到身边一些朋友的抱怨：哎呀，在一起生活挺麻烦的。每天还会吵个不停。
我们听了很是生气，因为我们想要多看自己的伴侣一面的机会都没有，更不要说是和他们吵架。
我们和伴侣不能常常见面，两三个月见一次是家常便饭的事；他回来了，也不一定24小时和你粘在一起，他平均地把时间分配给家人、朋友，最后才把剩下的那一点留给你。
我们说话的机会很少，通过网上聊天、手机通电、简讯保持联络，顶多只能保得住感情的一点余温；我们都知道感情是需要时间投资的，有些时候，即使通话费用高了一些、网上连线差了一些，只要能够多听听他的声音、多看一看他的画面，已经是一种服气了。

就因为距离的问题，我们似乎把自己的恋爱条件降得很低了。
我们不要求常常见面，能够多看你一眼、陪我吃一个晚餐，或者一部电影的时间就好。
我们不要求每一个晚上抱着一起入眠，给我一个晚上聆听我对你三个月以来的思念就好。
我们不要求在假日的时候，能够牵着手一起去各地旅行，只要求彼此到哪里都告诉一声就好。
我们不要求未来的我们要在那里定居下来、要过怎样的生活，给我一个晚餐的时间，让我为你烹调一餐，让你尝尝我的手艺，让我享受片刻有你在的家的感觉是怎样就好。

距离，原本就是我们必须要面对的问题，可它不是一个难题、谜题。
活生生摊在你面前，要你跨过去的，其实，不是距离的问题，是你心灵的障碍。
我们害怕别人质疑我们的坚持、我们惊慌自己的伴侣不够忠诚、我们迷失于自己的选择，悔恨自己当初下的这个决定。

读者们，
送你们四个“不”，它就像一个小锦囊，随身携带，当你面对这样的疑难的时候，拿出来好好领悟一番。

不埋怨、不放弃、不多想、不质疑。

每一个人都有自己的诠释，对于以上十二箴言也一样。好好地去体会吧，你最后发现，原来消除了心灵障碍，你所看见的就是他的好。
我们心灵都比别人坚强，因为我们接受了一段远距离的恋爱。
加油儿，我们一起向远距离迎战！

The one that i couldnt agree more,
距离，原本就是我们必须要面对的问题，可它不是一个难题、谜题。
活生生摊在你面前，要你跨过去的，其实，不是距离的问题，是你心灵的障碍。
我们害怕别人质疑我们的坚持、我们惊慌自己的伴侣不够忠诚、我们迷失于自己的选择，悔恨自己当初下的这个决定。

I guess what matter the most is the faith
that the couple have for each other,
and last but not least,
love which conquer evrything.

Past

2010-08-18T22:24:00.005+08:00

Recently,
the term past bugged me like nobody business.
Certainly, evryone have past,
ugly past,unmentioned past,unforgettable past,
positive one and the negative tagged along too.
For the past one year,2009,
im still the fresh and young 18,
freshly graduated from high school and
stepped in college life for the first of my life time.
New things,new experience,interesting life,
nevertheless,i've encountered endless drama,
theatrical love life and relationship,
numbers of crush,aha, and last but
not least dissapointing and depressing
time as well.
I used to have a dissipated life,
or a better word,rebellious perhaps.
I live in my own way without
fearing the judgement of other people.
In other's eye, it might be a little
out of track and unacceptable thou.
But, arent life is all about making
mistake and learning from them?
In my view,do what u want
and live no regret when you are young,
young as in 18, the time
when u make mistake and try many new things,
and after all those chaos u've been through,
u will eventually get bored of it and grow.
I cant change my past nor erase it,
it was never a blank paper and it will never be,
it was stained with the fact that
its the past that made me who am i now.
I can only do it better from now.
Im demanding for a change for myself,
to a better AWM.
The feeling contradict me,should i change,
or should i stay ?

FML hard.

2010-08-16T20:03:00.003+08:00

OMG.
i had just checked my attendance for one my subject
this semester..i got only 37 percent for it.
which means im in high potential of getting bared
from the final exam.
fark.the reason why i skiped the class so often and terribly
was because it was scheduled on 8am in the morning on Monday.
The time when i get back home,i will only be back on monday
noon most probably,coz no one is willing to send me back on sunday
unless my housemate are back at the same time and
he can give me a lift.unfortunately things arent as
smooth as we always wanted it to be!
gahh..There are always a solution to the problem
which is by taking bus,but,my parents
seems unwilling to let me do so,at the same time,
they think that im not ready to drive to melaka yet.
sounds great,i got a car,but i cant use it,
i hav to take bus if i really left with no choice.
Supposingly my dad will fetch me whenever i wan to
go home as his working site was at Senawang which
is only 40minutes drive to melaka.
But,havin him to fetch me evry time i wan to go back
is quite tiring,and he had this backache problem too.
One more thing, when i stayed without going home
for more than two weeks,they make noise,
when i go back almost evryweek , they make noise too,
not that i go back for fun,
i only go back when something is up.=.=''
And fml, i have to go back home this weekend too,
coz i got a body checkup appointment on friday,
a bday dinner to attend on friday night,
brothers bday celebration on saturday,
kevan's bday on saturday night.GREAT.
and two presentation on MONDAY !
(THANKS to the lecturer who had postponed
my already PREPARED english presentation
that supposed to be today, i got my mum send
me back here early in the morning,
fark)
AND ONE MORE THING, the attendance that had
just shocked
me with the red colour highlight warned me that
monday class on 8am must be attend
no matter what shit happen!
Because there are only few classes
left till final!
Which mean, i hav to fly back to melaka
this sunday.
Not that i cant take the bus,
i got freaking lots of things to shift
coz im not goin back on the following week!
FML * 100000000000000!
im so stressed up. T.T

Young and hawt always =)

2010-08-12T00:10:00.003+08:00

Last friday we celebrated my mum belated bday at Tai Thong.
Well, bday gathering is very common for our family members
as most of our family members celebrates their bday altogether
Even though sometimes it was just a small celebration,
as in a gathering in grandma house, singing bday song
and blowing a cake, it meant alot to our family members,
Its a must for bday to be celebrated for us.
So, evry month we have different members celebrating their bday.aha.
Let the pictures speak shall we ?

well arent my mom young and pretty?guess how old is she?aha =)

Whats in me.

2010-08-02T18:54:00.008+08:00

LeeVee was true about that phrase,
girls used their life to pursue the so called happiness,
but the more they indulge in it, the more insecure they feel.
Hah,i guess thats a serious problem guys have to deal with.
They try their best to impress the girl,
fullfill her wish and dream, do evrything she want
just to make her happy, but still have to be doubt by the girl he love.
What i wanted to say is, girls dont feel insecure for no reason,
girls dont lose their temper and being suspicous
for no reason, at the same time, they dont
lose confident on the men they love for no reason too.
I cant promise that i will not behave like that one day,
because i always thought that its the guy responsibilites
to make the girl feel as safe and secure as she can.
I am seriously afraid to fall,coz i dont know
how hard it will be
and i dont know whos goin to catch me this time.
Enough of all the emo-ness,
its all because deep down inside,
im Falling so hard for u,
awww.....=(
its been 4months since im attached,
yet i barely know how he feels,
it kinda chill me to the bone and it sucks.
Well, still i cant deny that he is good to me,
i guess im just too demanding.
I will still love you no matter
what the consequences will be ♥

Love,
W.M

Dying to update

2010-07-26T21:25:00.002+08:00

Well, i've been dying to update my blog,
also refer to wanted to update my blog soooo muchhhh,
but no new things are happening in my life,
same old shit,which is definitely not interesting to share.
After stirring my brain juice and hesitated,
thats all i have.
近来的生活异常的平静，
也很平淡。。今天，没有人陪我吃午餐。
觉得有点失落。。原来我还是讨厌也不习惯一个人。
我突然很想念以前的生活，
很想念我过去的生活方式，
有点放荡，有点不规矩，生活一点都不规律，
可是我过得很开心。
可是那都是过去式了，有时还真希望我长大一点，
不要依赖别人，靠自己多一些。。
重新适应新的环境还有认识新的朋友，
再混进他们的圈子，还真的一点都不容易。
算了，顺其自然。。
不想想太多。。
虽然有很多不如意的事，
可是我很满足我现在所拥有的，
因为我知道我并不孤单。

Blank ...

2010-07-14T21:53:00.002+08:00

Watching my blog filled with spider web,
yet stil nth come out from my head
what to update.
any suggestion?
gosh.how lifeless is that.
P/S : actually i could have just
come out with movie reviews as i had watched
most of the movie showing in the cinema
included Back-up plan,Despicable Me,Knight and Day,
Shes out of my league,needless to say
ECLIPSE, sex and the city,Karate Kid,A-team,
blah blah blah......
but, just feel lazie to do so.
But there is a recommendation,
Back-up plan was awesome, i had watched it twice.
So, what are u waiting for?
=)

Freaking job.

2010-07-05T20:05:00.006+08:00

Last two days, i took up a job as
a promoter for a route show event.
It promotes XXXX, which im not
going to reveal it, so me and
kah yan decided to work for the weekend
since both of us are not going back
to our hometown.
What makes us took up the stupid offer
was the stupid pay that was quite seducing.==
There goes the job, we stand for more than
13freaking hours for sat and sunday.
We were totally worn out !!!
I was disturbed by a freaking,bloody hell,
mid-age malay guy when i was selling the product!
Walao eh, fark the bastard, im not going to
tell what happen,but my fren said i
could have sued him for the harrasment he did.
And also a weird and scary guy
strolling around the route testing the sample
we promoting, and he was wearing the same shirts
on both sat and sun....god damn disgusting........
OMG.i couldnt believed that i survived for
two goddamndays and got paid finally.
It was the worst working experience i have ever had
I called my mum on Sat and told her about that,
she asked me,wahh,u so 'gien lui meh'?
means desperate for money so much in hokkien.
hahaha.and she only allowed me to work one day
which i didnt really obey coz i will not get pay
unless i work till sunday.
So, tats it.now i realised and understood
why my dad refused to let me work so freaking much!
Awww.at least i get paid.thats the best part.=)

P/S : Me and kah yan decided not to took up such job
anymore unless the paid was RM200 or more per day.
And special thanks to JACKSON YEW WEN LIANG
who stayed for the weekend and sent me
to and from work.
( so appreciation are beyond words and action
,so i dont owe u any meal right??)hahaha

Outing with besties.=)

2010-06-27T23:05:00.004+08:00

Had an official outing with my besties
Mona and Joanne on saturday.
So, its time for me to update my
blog with proper entry.=)
We actually planned to just hang out
at Aeon as my twin sis,Mona
claimed that her assignment was due on MONDAY
and need to be completed blah blah blah.
Well, in the end,she was tagged along too
coz she cant resist the temptation,muahaha.
MISSION FAILED!
We went sunway piramid for shopping spree
as there were sales going on.
We three were absolute good partners
for wardrobe shopping..*winks*
Although it was tiring and we did spent
quite an amount of money but we
totally enjoyed our day
coz its been ages since we hang out together.=)
Angel refuse to join due to some lame reason,
and Joe was sick..Too bad, u guys missed the fun.=(
Anyway, treasure my twin sis and Boney very much.
Looking forward for our next outing.
Last but not least,
picture speak a thousand words.
Do always appreciate your friends and sista
that stand by you no matter what ♥

enjoy ur day with ♥ =)
P/S : click on my fb for more pics.

So dull.

2010-06-16T23:39:00.008+08:00

Life recently was dull and tasteless,
started my serious mode and attend classes evryday.
Classmates are still fine but some are quite weird,
hmm,some doesnt like to talk,well
the nerd type u know,and also the kia su type,
u know la,always sit in the first row and
pay attention to evry words of the lecturer
and also note down whatever shit they
can get..omg lor..and in addition,
have their online notes printed
out on the first day of clas!
Okay,its kinda bad to talk shity things behind
people, yea i know,but just
in the way of sharing la.=)
Too bad i cant attend class with my
management classmates anymore,
but sometime i still sneak into their
lecture class and do all kind of nonsense
there.haha.

My pencil case is cuteee right,but its too huge and sometime
i find it heavy and occupied too much spaces of my bag.==
Kah yan said,the shape of the bottles actually
reflect the owner body size and shape as well,
so imagine hows the owner like.haha

Well, skipped whole day class today
coz i dont feel like going due to some reason.
Slept late and have baggy eyes
and itchy because of salt water.
If u ask me what happen to you recently,
i cant find an answer for you,
coz i dont really know the causes
of my insecure feeling.
So,till here,for sure u will think
that im just an emo freak ranting about
stupid lame shit,but no,
im not EMO,just that,
i have loads of things in my mind
that i have to sort it out.
chill babe
u can do it.
=)

Looking back.

2010-06-11T21:05:00.012+08:00

Few days ago,i flipped through my diary.
Yea,my diary,stil remember my cute diary
since secondary school?i still have it nicely
kept and also never fail to update it occasionally.

This is the 'physical appearance' of my diary

Stil have our so cute and innocent look.=)

And now,a peek inside ..
Full of gossip and stories which cant be revealed,
so i just picked some.
Pls dont laugh at me,evryone hav hillarious past
that you wouldn want to know.hahaha

We were constantly ranting about how stress and
tension SPM was.HAHA.

Saw the shut up mask,it was drawn by Mona.

And take a look at these,advices from
the besties when we exchanged our diary.=)
The first one from my evil twin,mona,

The second one is from Burger Tan,angel la,

and this is from kut kut Juhyen,

Whenever i feel like travelling back to the past,
i will take out my diary and flip through.
I miss those old time that we have had together.
I saw one of my diary entry,
writing about how afraid and terrified
on facing new environment,new things
and friends alone.
And so here i am doing all
the shitty things all by myself now.
Force to be indepent to live alone without
my pampering parents.
FYI, im a lame ass who
will actually get home sick and emo
when I cant go home for weekend.
tel me how can you stand stayin in the room
few days without going out
and no one will even bother whether
you wil be eating or not.
So,for me,
i rather eat instant noodles or bread or watever
shit i can find in the house,rather than
walking out the apartment and eat alone
at mamak or cafe.
Farkkk,well,i dont know the purpose of this
lame post la,coz im not goin back
this weekend,so i tend to get very EMO,
thats all la.wil update soon with proper
entries.

random updates.

2010-06-07T00:12:00.007+08:00

My two weeks holiday has come to an end
which also mean i had finished my honey moon management course
and goin to tune on my very serious study mode.(hope so la)
My two weeks holiday were filled with
outing with besties,driving my mum and bro,
dating my parents without my bro(i like this)hahaha.
and also farewell with my cousin Francis who will be goin
to UK to further his study.Wish him all the best!
Am backed to Melaka.=(
after two weeks of laming at home,i feel reluctant to leave.
My parents sent me back this evening.
We went Aeon to have our early dinner
at Tangshifu,汤师父 where they serve
variety kinds of herbal soup,very healthy dishes and desserts.

the environment and decoration was nice and comfortable.

we were quite satisfied with the meal and after that,
my parents left me at melaka and went home themself.=(
awww..tomorrow is the first day of school
and i haven register yet .will be going to admin early in the morning.
dozing off soon.night evryone.=)

Stylo..

2010-06-04T00:18:00.004+08:00

Camwhore camwhore camwhore.
Its been ages since i last camwhored..
I cut my hair..=(
Actually i just wan to trim it
coz i wan to keep it longer before i can straighten it,
mana tau chik chak...walao eh..damn short..
blame the hair stylist...............
Emo for a week because of my very short hair.
End up i hav to spend money for straightening..
this is the outcome....

so...
...
...
....
what you think?
giv me some comments.=(

Who made you smile?

2010-06-03T02:19:00.002+08:00

I reviewed my older post and saw this post of mine
writing about someone who made me smile.
Yea.its you who can always make me laugh
the hardest,even though its the lamest joke ever.
I am missing you.

Senseless.

2010-05-30T23:49:00.002+08:00

Its been a while since i blogged.
Find it hard to squeeze words and sentence
out of ma rusted brain for a new post
Gosh.Nvm,im a crapper!LOL
Whenever im in a relationship,
i find it hard to differentiate
what is right and what is wrong,
i find it equally hard to evaluate
whether the action or decision made by me
is a mistake or a right one.
It seems like being in love make u blind
and things that u do doesnt really have
to mean something,or it can be totally
crap but u feel happy doing it.
Omg,isnt tat awful...
i dont really know what im tryin to express,
but i just want to tell myself,
u've been changing hell lot,
whats wrong with u?

R.I.P

2010-05-23T20:39:00.004+08:00

A friend of mine passed away in the early morning
due to car accident.
I was shocked when i received the
bad news from my peeps.
Well, AGAIN it was because of car accident.
A sincere advice to evryone out there,
Drive safely,never try to drive
after consumption of alcohol,
Never drive whenever u are not conscious enough,
NEVER EVER SPEED especially night time.
Do appreciate your life for god sake and your loved one.
I am sorry for the lost of this friend,
May him rest in peace.
Do you realise how vulnerable
and unpredictable life could be?
Lastly, all i can say is enjoy the time you have
and make sure you live without regrets.

Doubts,

2010-05-21T17:08:00.006+08:00

Somtimes,i just dont understand
why i get doubted by peoples around me easily.
Words easily come out from my mouth,u dont hav to
trust it fully.If u dont really know what kind of personality
im owning,and dont really know whats playin on my mind,
in other words, u dont really know me yet,
never judge and make predictions on your own
on whatever im doing.
I just feel uneasy when people
make all kind of presumptions and
tend to know me very well based on my so called past.
People(me,one of them) find excuses and reason to explain themself
to protect their privacy,
Never judge things and conclude it
by only looking at its surface.
U never know wtf is going on inside
unless u are the party concerned.
For example, judging my period of relationship.
From my past,
i had a few relationships which i admit were short.
I dont owe anyone explaination why they never works.
In fact,i dont have the duty to do so.
Im not the ONLY one who are responsible
to my past failed relationship
Relationship is a mess,
people who are currently having it now and go smooth with it,
appreciate it and go ahead but dont ever expect
others to have it as yours.
Some people including me,
we met people and indulged in love before,
we fell deeply and get hurt before,
we made the choice to end when we cant take it anymore,
we learn to let go and move on from the past.
After all the dramas, we finally got tired from it,
we finally learn to face evrythin with a cold heart,
we take evrything realisticly.
So,u dont have the right to blame
us for not getting ourself a good partner and
go on with them happily ever after,
u cant blame us for being single just because
u have a bf and u are happy with it.
Not evryone are so lucky to meet someone who is
suitable to take as soul mate and create the word forever.
Different people have different perceptions.
I cant predict what might happen in the future,
and so i cant prove anythin to guys who doubt me,
well,who cares,
im happy with what im having now and im certainly blessed.

Pyramid by Iyaz ft Charize

2010-05-20T15:26:00.003+08:00

Freaking love this song ...
Wonder where the female singer come from.
Dont know much about her but she is awesome.
This song is currently playing by my music box
once u click into my blog.
Heres the lyric.Its abit lengthy but worth ur attention.
enjoy.=)

Shawty's love is like a pyramid (ooh)
We stand together till the very end (eh ooh)
There'll never be another love for sure (ooh)
Iyaz and Charice let we go

Stones, heavy like the love you've shown (shown)
Solid as the ground we've known (known)
And I just wanna carry on
We took it from the bottom up (no no no)
And even in a desert storm (yeah)
Sturdy as a rock we hold (oh)
Wishing every moment froze
Now I just wanna let you know
Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top (at the top baby), like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh (oooh)

Cold (cold), never ever when you're close (close)
We will never let it fold (fold)
A story that was never told
Something like a mystery (yoh! )
And every step we took we've grown
Look how fast the time has flown
A journey to a place unknown
We're going down in history
Earthquakes can't shake us (oh)
Cyclones can't break us (oh)
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock (hey! )
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, (at the top baby) like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing (wind is blowing)
We'll never fall just keep it going (keep it going)
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid (eh oh)

Like a pyramid girl let me show you
That I love you so much
That we gonna get through (oh oh)
Even when there's storms
I will never go, Ima be the one to keep you safe (hey)
Before was our love back it up more than enough
Holding on to one another be the cover when it's rough (oh oh)
Mother nature (hey) or disaster won't stop at happy ever after

Pyramid, keep it going (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)
Oh oh ooooh (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock (solid rock)
It feels just like it's heaven's touch (oooh)
Together at the top (at the top baby, at the top girl), like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going (keep it going)
Forever we will stay (Charice), like a pyramid (what what)

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top (at the top baby, at the top girl), like a pyramid (pyramid)
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep it going
Forever we will stay (ooh), like a pyramid

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh

Final..=X

2010-05-17T21:34:00.002+08:00

Am having my final exam for this semester
for my management course this wednesday.
I have dropped two out of four subjects
because i had done my course transfer to foundation in law.
Haha..i have left with two subjects which were English and Computer application.
OMG.english am okay with it,
but i never attend computer lecture class..@.@
i wonder how am i goin to sit for the exam on this
coming saturday..luckily my coursework mark
posseses 40 out of 100 percent.so,chilll larrr..hehe
We are currently having study week since last week.
Study week = holiday.LOL.
Well, basically this is how we define Study week right?haha
My life is so freaking bored as i dont have any
so call study mood.I wake up,eat,slp,online,wake up,eat,slp,online.
SAME SHIT evyday..
OMG.cant deny it is kinda lifeless thou..
Me and my Coursemates unlike students that are goin to face final
as we are havin fun more often compare to normal study days.wtf.
we have this excuse as releasing stress although i dun really feel any.LOL
We went strolling around the beach,loitering in the mall,spend our time
in the cafe talking craps,eat nice food at melaka town,visited my fren house
at Seremban,and also hitting the club without ME.LOL.AWM quit club
until she has the permission to do so.=X
Here are some pictures @ Beach Kampung Hailam Melaka.

Her birthday.=)

2010-05-16T20:49:00.007+08:00

I have been laming in front of my lappie for hours
without getting any idea what to blog about.
My blog is soooo freaking dead because its owner brain
is reluctant to function.
Okay.cut the craps.
Happy birthday to my beloved bestie, Eefuan.
So, becoz she wouldn want her 19th birthday to be celebrated
in Nilai the great, she came over to my place.
I hope she enjoyed herself here.
We managed to hang out at quite some places
because of my fren,Zeon.thanks alot to her.
Well, let the pic do the talking shall we.=)

I brought Ef to eat the very delicious satay celup but
she ONLY ate few sticks.what a waste.
After that, we went to Jonker street
to walk around and for the sake of cendol.
but then, guess what,the siao po order Ai Yu Bing.
i felt like slapping her.LOL.
she tasted the significant cendol but doesnt seem to like it.==
The next day, we get to eat the very famous again chicken rice ball
and then headed to Dataran pahlawan to do some shopping.
I think the only thing EF enjoyed was shopping.wtf.
She totally enjoyed her day after the shopping session
and then struggled like mad for her presentation.
Awww..poor little girl. I was slping soundly
while she was cracking her head until 5am!
Tats all for Ef weekend.I got Zeon to send her to Melaka sentral and thanks again
to our beloved driver.=)

P/S : Dear EF, i appreciate the willpower of urs traveling so hecticly from Nilai to Melaka just to be with me.HAHA.i noe u miss me alot.Well,thanks for being my fren all these time and stand by me all the time even im on the wrong track.And thanks a zillion time for your tolerance towards my attitude and behaviour which others will never understand.u always know me well.so i hate it.haha!
You are 19 now,stay mature as u always did,
and stay pretty as well.
Nevertheless, stay brilliant and smart enough to survive .XOXO

Message for both of YOU.

2010-05-08T18:32:00.004+08:00

To : Mr.A and Miss H,

I hope this will be the last time ur name appear in my blog
because u guys really annoyed me in many ways!

First,
dont act and talk as if i am really talking about her,

Second
dont simply call ppl a B*itch because u seriously offended me.

Third,
dont act as if u know me well and want me to admit
things that i didnt commit.

Fourth,
dont even fucking said that im naive just becoz i judge people
because evryone do judge.ask urself,
are u really that angelic that u are fair and square to evryone
and NEVER judge?most of the people are judgemental,
if you find that my act is childish just because i judge.
i dont know what else to say.

Fifth,
dont EVER fucking read ppl's blog with offensive post
because u wil eventually think that it is talking about you
and u will get mad like a retard scolding ppl MORON in ur blog
and mislead evryone that support you.
u are the one childish isnt it?

Last!
WALAO EH. do you think that you are playing an important role in my life?
Do you think i really care about how u blog and the way u entertain others meh?
Is there anything to do with me??
Dont make me laugh la wei.you think u so big influence meh?
english sucks none of my business larr.not to mention about your
physical appearance becoz it is harsh to do so.
so, what makes you think you are soooo
important that i am sooo interested in ur life and
wish to interrupt it.think about it la.

So, guys, am i disgracing myself?NO.
from the moment i decided to write that post, i know the consequences.
And i certainly know it is offensive,but,what to do with both of you?
"I think you got some attitude problems , in my opinion I mean."
Attitude problem?i think u are the one having it.

"Let's come a deal,if I had been hokey then ur new post can clarify that you are not mentioning me at all and point out the girl's name.Then I will apologize to you sincerely that I was misunderstood."
Pls lor, do you critisize people in their face and point out straightly whats her name?
U are not brainless right?you dont hav the authority to ask me to do so.
have you ever think that u are seriously overreacting?
Neither i nor you hav the need to explain to each other who are we blogging about.
Who is the one acting immature now?
U are the one being so thick face and admit u are the one im talking about.
u are the one being so rude scolding me MORON and BITCH.
u are the one bringing all those fights by linking my blog in urs.
u are the one who are acting like a psycho bitch and innocence at the same time.
u are the one who are having really serious attitude problem.
AND I AWM FUCKING ADMIT THAT I AM A MEAN AND STRAIGHTFORWARD PERSON
AND I DO JUDGE.SO WHAT???????????????
u guys are like insane people following the crowd spamming my chatbox.
Well, i just can say that, i am not a coward lor.
at least i am daring enough to show out my chatbox to face and also accept
ppl comment about me.why dont both of you reopen your
CLOSED chatbox see what will happen.
OKAY.thats abit out of topic.
Anyway, i had stated clearly my points up there,
and plssssss fucking read before you comment in my blog readers.
love me stay, hate me, shoooooo.=)
enjoy ur day peeps.
its Mother's day .=)

P/S : Just consulted one of my best friend kevan about my act.
He gave me advice that i am wrong in some way that i had criticised people
in a improper manner.Well, i sincerely accept what he was tryin to tell me
and i am willing to apologize to ppl who felt offended
after reading my post.*SORRY GUYS!*
but i am just shouting out my inner thoughts.Dun wronged me,
i am not apologizing to both of you.U guys stil sucks.
Opps.peace.=)

Mesage for you guys.

2010-05-07T19:18:00.006+08:00

HEY GUYS!
Yea i mean u guys who are filling my chatbox like nobody business.
I didnt even mention who am i talking about,
and u guys are linking it to her.(u know who am i talkin about)
so, it that suppose to be my fault?
or is it u guys are probably having the same thought as mine?
And wats wrong for me to pick others grammar although mine is not perfect.
I mean there is nothing to do with you guys right?
i say whatever i want, like i had said,
u dun like it,dun read it.i didnt force you to click on it!
I sincerely accept your advice and I promised
i will fucking correct my grammar and improve on my writing.
I already stated that the post is obviously offensive,
and im so sorry if it offended YOU in some way.
I didnt look down on anyone,and i know it is so
rude and impolite to criticise people,
but i am just sharing my inner thoughts with u guys,
and if u dont really agree with it,
too bad.there is nth i can do!
If i am here to critisize anyone i WANT
this certainly hav nth to do with u guys.
FOR PPL LIKE DONT SHOO ME, i do accept ur advice on my
maybe poor grammar and some typo.I will fix it.thanks anyway
for paying attention to evry single words im typing.i appreciate it.=)
Im glad that you enjoyed my post.
So keep on reading and be my loyal reader.
One more thing, i do hav a life
and it defnitely going to be better than yours!
P/S : the word hilarious was something spontaneous that came up on my mind,
u want to take it as ahem, her, well.i cant do anything about it.
U guys(him and her) just made me laugh like shit.OMG.
did i even mention a single word about ahem, her?
Well.pretty impressive thou, correcting evry mistake and typo i did,
im sorry i cant do this for you coz
im afraid that the space in my blog is so limited.
Peace.......

My sunday.

2010-05-03T18:11:00.014+08:00

Early in the morning,
i woke up and went to Kbca.
Met my long lost friend, Qing sheng.
too bad ying cant come due to her exam which
was weirdly scheduled on sunday morning.weird right.XD
And then fetched eekeat for breakfast at Pandamaran.woots.
Ate the desire-very-long-liaw de 'fried banana' ( goreng pisang )
Have never tasted since my grandpa moved out from
pandamaran.yummm..=)
After that, my cousin sis ajak me pergi piramid.
@.@..was dragged along unwillingly.freaking tired..
She was happily doing shopping for her wardrobe
meanwhile i was busyin with my cam.
I sat inside the fitting room and camwhored while she
was changing.haha.
Ignore the pic if u find it annoying!

Personally, i tink the last pic is the most sohai pic.haha
After the very-tiring shoppin spree where most of the time
i was just watchin coz im on a saving plan
and i didnt spend a penny(very proud of myself),
my cousin sis treat me korean food, the one
liching introduced me.
My cousin sis has a bird size stomache
so i got to finish most of the food and
made me full like *puking*.sorry to say tat.==

The kimchi happened to be the tastiest i had ever tasted before!
And the kimchi soup is the best lar!Yummyyy.
For the sek tou fan , i dont feel like eating it
when it was stirred and evrythin mixed up.==
tats it.

Stay tuned for the next post.=)

This is just AWM like.

2010-04-20T14:24:00.004+08:00

AWM~

is a self centred person.
adores freedom but too much of it will make her lose control.
is very rebellious when she got restricted
but yet willing to change for someone who is worth it.
is sometime arrogant and want things to go her way
but there are possibility that she will endure with it for someone.
is not a tolerantable person and sometimes she doesnt
even wish to tolerate but she somehow willing to change.
is against emo-ness although sometime she can be quite emotional.
is afraid of commitment but is wiling to accept the challenge at the same time.
can be very dependable sometime but she know that
she need to count things on herself.
tend to be strong and tough but sometime she feel like cryin
when she face little obstacle.
admit that clubbing is a part of her life,
giving up of one of her favourite activity is undeniable hard
yet she had choosed to accept the fact that it was for her own good.
always afraid of losing when things seem too good to be true.
always contradicting with her own feeling but refuse to search for
guidelines coz she want things to be solved with her own perception.
easily lost herself in a relationship and fall too deep.
is not a good partner as she always thought but
she shine in her own way and always think
she deserve the best.
always hope that she is able to maintain her strong personality
becoz without it, it is not AWM anymore.